Still Lost

There's an aching in my heart
我的心在作痛
There is no light in the dark
这里暗无天日
I wish I can find a spark, 'cause I am lost
我渴求一丝光亮 我已经迷失了
Still lost, still tryna figure it out
如今还是这样迷惘 还是想要找条出路
Wondering why my mind's filling with doubt
在想为什么我的脑海中总是充满猜疑
Me and my baby's momma split and we went different routes
我和我女儿她妈妈分开了 选择分道扬镳
Now my daughter's gone, living in a different house
现在我女儿也走了 去了另一个地方
I was so busy chasing the dream that I'm living now
我从前忙着追梦 现在却活在现实里
I didn't notice my family wasn't sticking around
我没发现我的家人也离我而去了
Now I'm in this empty house sitting on the couch
现在我在空荡的房间 坐在沙发上
All of this 'cause the words I spit out of my mouth
事情变成这样都是因为我曾经口出恶言
But I'll never give up and I'll never give in
但我永不放弃也永不让步
Depression only kills you when you let it win
抑郁只有在你自己都放弃了自己时才能将你吞噬
And it's time to put up a fight so I'm balling a fist
是时候该抗争了 我已经准备好了我的拳头
And swinging at it until that shit doesn't bother again
朝它挥拳直到那些糟心事儿不再对我产生影响
The pain of being alone is wearing me thin
孤身一人的痛苦将我折磨得脆弱不堪
I miss the old me like where have I been?
我想念过去的自己 那个我去哪儿了？
Used to be happy but now I am grim
从前我是快乐的 但现在我很沮丧
Use to love life, now I don't wanna live
从前我热爱生活 但现在我连活都不想活
I'm tryna find myself but until then I'm still lost
我试图找回自己 但直至今日我依旧迷失着