Demons

All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口气
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎么了
But I got some demons, demons
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口气
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎么了
But I got some, but I got some demons
但我有一些，但我有一些心魔
Still inside of my room
还是在我的房间
Still don't know what I'm doing
是不是不知道我在做什么
Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
还在迷失，还在试着弄明白我该怎么做
You wanna talk? I'm not in the mood
你想聊聊？我没这个心情
I'm paralysed and I'm tryna...
我动弹不得而且我试着......
You know what? **** it
你猜怎么着？去他的
I got so many issues I cannot explain it
我有太多的疑虑无法解释
I know what I'm feeling but I can't relay it
我知道我的感受但我无法表达
I'm so out of touch 'cause my derealisation
因为现实感丧失所以我与外界脱节了
I don't feel alive and my mind it keeps racing
我感觉不到我还活着但我的思维不停跳跃
My anxiety's high and my life is outrageous
我的作息不规律让我的焦虑情绪高涨
I'm not the same I can feel it I am changing
我知道我变得不一样了
Can't get out of my head I've been barricaded
我被封锁在我的脑海里无法逃离
I'm losing my mind and I'm trying to save it, but can't
我试着拯救我逐渐失去的理智，但我做不到
You ever been in a position?
你有过这种处境吗？
Where you feel lost and nobody listens
感到迷失却无人倾听
Layin' on your bed, staring at the ceiling
躺在床上，盯着天花板
Eyes tearin' up 'cause the way that you're feeling
因为情绪而泪水充盈
I'm feeling like me, I have always been in it
我的情绪就像我一样，深陷其中
Why does it feel like I've always been different?
为什么感觉我一直与众不同
Why does it feel like a part of me's missing?
为什么感觉我的一部分正在消失中
Deep in depression like how'd I fall in it?
深深的沉浸在抑郁中就像我是如何深陷其中
Like where did I go wrong?
就像我哪里做错了
I haven't felt normal in so long
很久都没感觉到正常的状态了
I'm closed off
我被封锁在其中了
My anxiety spikes every night so it makes it harder for me to doze off
每个夜晚焦虑激增这让我很难小睡片刻
That's real, so shut up and save it
这都是真实的，所以省省力气把嘴闭上
The nerve of some of you to think I would fake it
你们中居然有人认为我是装的
If you think I'm happy you're sadly mistaken
如果你认为我很幸福那你就是大错特错
I run from my demons when I should just face 'em, damn
当我该面对我的心魔时我却逃跑了
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口气
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎么了
But I got some demons, demons
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to see
我只想要看到
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要喘口气
I don't know what's happening to me
我不知道我是怎么了
But I got some, but I got some, demons
但我有一些，但我有一些心魔
Still inside of my room
还是在我房间
Still don't know what I'm doing
还是不知道我在做什么
Still lost, still tryna figure out what to do
还在迷失，还在试着弄清楚我该做什么
You think you know me? You don't
你以为你了解我？并不
I have a dream you'll leave me alone
我有个梦想就是你会离我远点
I have a nightmare of losing control
我有个无法控制的梦魇
****
In a bad place, what was the outcome?
在不合适的地点后果会怎样
Me stalling not dropping an album?
我没拖延过一张专辑
The world waiting on me but I'm waiting 'til I find myself so please don't ask me "How come it ain't here Sik? I need you to go ham"
全世界都在等我但我还在寻找自我 所以烦请别问
Talk shit to me but you don't understand
“Sik为什么它不在这里，我要你更卖力的表演”
Talking about "Sik if you don't drop shit I'mma straight dip, say bye to a fan"
和我说些废话但你并不懂我
Stressed out when music is my job
说“Sik你要放下这些，不然我就脱粉让你少一个粉”
Lately, it feels like I'm losing my mind
把音乐作为工作我感到压力山大
Sick of the fake smile when deep down
最近我感觉我就要发疯
You can tell I got a lot going on
内心深处厌倦了那些虚假的笑容
I've been hiding my feelings for too long
你知道我很忙
I never felt like I ever belonged
我的情绪被我隐藏
Its hard to say how I feel, so I keep it real and rap it in all of my songs, so
我不知道我何去何从
When it drops you gon feel this
很难说出我的感受，所以我保持真实并把情绪用说唱表达
The definition of a realist
当它放下时你能感受到
I am imperfect but that makes me perfect
现实主义者的定义
I create my music from the pain I deal with
我的不完美造就了我的完美
But I'm still lost, tryna find a way
我说好了要从痛苦中创造我的音乐
Laying in bed, yeah I'm wide awake
但我还在迷失，试着找到一条康庄大道
I don't know what I'm tryna say
躺在床上，是的 我很清醒
I guess what I'm tryna say is
话到嘴边说不出口
All I ever wanted was to see
我猜我想说的是..
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要看到
I don't know what's happening to me
我只想要喘口气
But I got some demons, demons
我不知道我是怎么了
All I ever wanted was to see
但我有一些心魔
All I ever wanted was to breathe
我只想要看到
I don't know what's happening to me
我只想要喘口气
But I got some, but I got some demons
我不知道我是怎么了