Reflection (Prod. Jurrivh)

CHORUS:
合唱部分
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上
I do….
我愿意。。。
VERSE 2:
诗歌部分一
Lately I feel lost, tell me if you find me,
我迷失于森林，唯有你能拯救我
It's hard to put the past behind me,
过去像把伤痕印在心上
When my mind just sits there and keeps reminding
但是我不断告诉自己
me of all the ******** that I kept inside me.
否认
Im not lying when I tell you I feel like I'm lost
我是对的，但其实我迷失了自我
It just feels like I trapped in my thoughts
迷失在自己的世界里
I just sit there and think, and I think, and I think,
我只是一直在不断思考，思考。。。
and I think and I think, I lost it all
思考着，思考着，我失去了一切
I am at home, I got back against the wall
我独自在家，我的心理防线再次崩塌
I feel hella alone I got no one to call
没有人与我通话，我感到异常孤独
and I'm still on my own because no ones involved
我依旧孤独，独来独往
tell me where do I go when everything falls
遗失的物品究竟丢失在哪里
Damn... I guess that's why I'm making this song...
操！这就是我吟诵着首歌的原因
I just sit and reflect on every single thing that went wrong...
我一直反思我做错的每一件事
My best friend, he turned out to be a fake,
我被最好的朋友欺骗
The real definition of becoming a snake,
这就是蛇的本质
and I lost my girl to and that was my mistake,
我失去了她，我后悔不已
I put music above her and it took her place,
我把她赋予在音乐中
And she's the one I love and my heart it just breaks,
我明明这么喜欢她，却得来另一个结果
Because now I'm alone, there's no girl to replace
仅仅只是因为我对她忠心不已
See I tried to re-date, but it's always a waste
放弃一个人，寻找另一个人对我仅仅是是浪费时间
Ever since she left nothing's ever been the same
世界崩塌于她离去之后
Lately it feels like I just been wilding out
我失去了她犹如失去理智
there to many things that I'm finding out
不过之后我又学习到了
and my passion has been slowly dying out
我逐渐失去激情
and I'm still in a whole and Climbing out
至少我还是一个整体
Just to stumble over, but Im trying out,
为了失败而去尝试
lost my composure, so I write it out
我无法冷静，愤怒转化为文字
I'm feeling depressed and I'm hiding out
我很失望，我躲避着
I think that's why I'm Crying out, That
这就是我为什么伤心
CHORUS:
合唱部分
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上
I do….
我愿意。。。
VERSE 2:
诗歌部分二
I guess I'm to blame, can't lie to me,
一切都是我的错
walk in the room and they start eying me,
每当我走进房间，我都会逃避目光
Feeling overwhelmed with my anxiety,
焦虑占据了我
So I stay to myself and I overthink quietly
所以我选择沉默，思考
I stare in the mirror and I vent there alone...
我对自己发脾气
You say you been there when I'm on my own
你告诉我你一直在我身边
You say you'll be there when I know you won't
但你却没有出现在我的身边
And you say you love me when I know you don't!
每个人都口是心非
I swear this depression isn't a *********** joke!
我是真的得了天刹的忧郁症
anxiety to - I deal with them both,
焦虑，我要同时做掉这些
I been loosing faith and my hope
我丢失了信心和希望
still haven't found a way I can cope,
我仍然找不到方法
Yeah…I think loving myself is the very thing that I need to do most…
现在最需要的应该是爱自己
cuz… I lost everyone else that I thought I would always keep close…
因为我失去了我爱的一切
And to think, i gave you all that I can,
我给了你一切
you took advantage of me and then ran,
你却和别人走到了一起
I made you who you are now I ask,
这不是真正的你
Why would you flip on me I don't understand,
你为什么离我而去
Told myself never again, never reach out for a hand,
警戒自己不会再犯同样的错误
never put trust in a friend, never give up where you stand
没有永远的朋友，只有自己才是真正的
I gave everybody a chance just to see we didn't last.
我给了太多的机会
Nothing that I been doing has been I panning out,
我到底再做什么啊
I'm suffering and you stand around,
我痛苦万分，你却冷眼相视
and falling so ******* hard I could smash the ground,
我甚至可以把地砸碎
wishin that I could have my mom and dad around
我希望我的亲人陪伴在我身边
Anxiety got the best of me and I'm spazzing out,
焦虑侵蚀着我，我快消失了
exhausted so much I feel like just passing out,
我已经没有力气挣扎了
i wanted fame, you can have it now...
我想要的，你已经拥有了
because I ain't the same you can ask around…kuz,
只因为我与你不同，你可以问问。。
CHORUS:
[抽泣]
The reflection of my face, some wouldn’t even recognize
合唱部分
or who put me in this place, I wouldn’t even recognize
月光倒影在我的脸上，有些人甚至被月光蒙蔽了双眼
time has been so cruel, I could’ve blamed me but I blame you,
是谁将我变成这个样子，我无法识别
I do….
时光原本就无情无义，这本来是我的错，却怪在了你身上