Sunset Hours

If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
如果你正要找我 去马路上找找
Stressing, tryna get away from home
疲惫不堪 想离家而去
Parked on the hills, tryna be alone
把车停在小山上 想自己一个人静静
Sunset hours just to see the glow
日落之时 就这样欣赏它的余晖吧
These the moments, where I feel the most
往往这个时刻 我的感触最多
Thinking 'bout life, tryna find my soul
思考我的人生 想要寻觅到我的灵魂
Chasing my dreams, swear I'm getting close
追寻梦想 我发誓我马上要成功了
Dealing with things that no one knows
处理那些不为人知的事
Dealing with heartbreak so much that I grew accustom to the feeling of me feeling lost
经历太多心碎 所以我已经对失落习以为常
There's a girl who I left inside of my past who continues to remain deep in my thoughts
有个女孩被我留在记忆深处 那个一直停留在我回忆中的女孩
Always something to remind me, that I can't put you behind me
总有事情提醒着我 让我无法对你彻底放手
Good girl bad timing, I was busy tryna find me
她是好女孩只是时机不对 我那时候正忙着寻找自我
And I still haven't found me and that's probably the reason why I still feel I ain't find no one else
事到如今我依旧没找到‘我’ 这可能就是为什么我觉得我没找到任何人的原因
My old friend Fabi told me you can't love anybody until you start loving yourself
我的老朋友Fabi跟我说只有学会爱自己才能去爱别人
That when I was 21, it didn't resonate with me till now I see that it's real
我21的时候 我没理解这句话 但现在我知道这是真理了
Maybe that's why I keep making the same mistakes and have scars in me that never healed
也许这就是为什么我一直犯同样的错 受过的伤也从未愈合
And deep in my mind, I'm living in fear, I always act like I know where I'm headed
在我脑海深处 我生活在恐惧中 我总是装作我知道我要做什么
But only if you knew that I always move through out my life without a direction
但只有你知道我的生活毫无方向
I always thought I hadda change my life, until I realized I just hadda accepted it
我总想着我必须得改变我的生活 直到我意识到我只需要去接受这样的生活就好
Life is not happening to me, it's happening for me and that is becoming the message
我恍然觉悟 不是生活为难我 这只不过这就是我的命运罢了
What if the things that went wrong in my life, happened to me for a purpose
或许那些我经历过的糟心事就是我该经历的呢？
And what if God has a plan all along and my tribulations would be worth it
或许上帝一直都有他的计划 我走过的磨难都会是值得的吧？
What if thru all my misery, I found my destiny
或许在我走过的苦难中我找到了自己的命运呢？
What if my misery, brought out the best in me
或许我尝的苦塑造了最好的我呢？
What if my misery, showed the strength left in me
或许我受过的伤激起了我内在的顽强呢？
What if my misery, saw what's ahead of me
或许我流过的血替我探清了眼前的路
And built me
也帮我完善了自己呢？
Yeah, if you're tryna find me, find me in my mind
如果你正要找我 来我的思绪里寻找
Reflecting deep staring at the sky
深思着凝望天空
Still holding on who I left behind
至今我还放不下那些被我丢下的人
Thinking 'bout things that I kept inside
思考着那些我压在心底的事
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
思考着我人生中的种种低谷和巅峰
What will they think when they see me rise?
如果看到我一路高歌猛进 那些人会怎么想呢？
Am I making change or I'm wasting time?
我是否有做出改变 还是说我在浪费时间
Praying to god to give me a sign
向神明祈祷给我点提示
Dealing with loneliness so much I open up to women, I invite over for company
我太孤独于是对女人敞开心扉 邀请她们陪我作伴
They all sound the same, when they try to say, they can not refrain, falling in love with me
她们都差不多 当她们想要说什么 她们克制不了 总会爱上我
That's when I get silent, and that's when they try to always convince me how they could the one for me
此后我变得沉默 也就是这时她们总是试图说服我说她们就是那个对的人
Until they realize I realized their agenda and that's when they get up to leave and be done with me
直到她们意识到我看清了她们的心思 随后她们才离开我 与我分手
I'm too paranoid to let people get close, that's probably the one thing I'm avoiding the most
我对于亲密关系太过偏执 这也许是我最想逃避的事情
I used to always hate being alone, until I explored my mind and my soul
我从前最讨厌独自一人 直到我对自己的思想和灵魂进行了深入的探索
Done tryna control what I can't control, the more hold on I need to let go
不要试图控制那些自己无法控制的 越是要坚持的东西我越需要学会放手
Visualizing my goals, the life that I chose, I'm free as can be, I'm cutting the ropes
想象着我的目标 我选择的生活 我是自由的 我正在切断我周围的枷锁
I'm spreading my wings, I'm becoming me
我正在展翅飞翔 我正在成为真正的自己
They followed the crowd, I followed my dreams
他们随波逐流 我忠于理想
I'm against the grain on how it should be
我对抗着那些就该这么做的说法
And accept what it is
然后接受现实
What if my broken heart taught me how I could pick up all the pieces
或许是我支离破碎的心教会我怎么把所有碎片拾起
My parents addiction gave strength that I needed
我父母给了我需要的力量
Depression was just a mindset I believe in
抑郁只是我信仰的一种心态
And God had a plan but I just couldn't see it
上帝有他的计划只是我没有发现
Damn, what if?
cao 哪有这么多或许？
If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
如果你正要去找我 到街上找找
Stressing, tryna get away from home
疲惫不堪 想要离家而去
Parked on the hills, tryna be alone
把车停在小山上 只想一个人静静
Sunset hours just to see the glow
黄昏时刻暂且就欣赏这落日余晖吧
These the moments, where I feel the most
这个时间是我感触最深的时候
Thinking 'bout life, tryna find my soul
思考着人生 想找寻我的灵魂
Chasing my dreams, swear I'm getting close
追寻梦想 我发誓我马上成功了
Dealing with things that no one knows
处理那些不为人知的事
If you're tryna find me find me in my mind
如果你正要去找我 来我的精神世界与我相见吧
Reflecting deep staring at the sky
凝望天空
Still holding on who left I behind
始终放不下那些被我留下的人
Thinking 'bout things that I kept inside
思索着那些压在心底的事情
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
回忆我人生的低潮还有我那些光辉时刻
What will they think when they see me rise
如果他们见到我成功了会怎么想呢？
Am I making change or I'm wasting time
我正变得更好还是只是在浪费时间
Praying to god to give me a sign
向上帝祈祷给我个提示
Give me a sign
给我点提示吧...
Give me a sign
求你了