Replaced

I know you never had pictured me leavin'
Breaking up is never easy
We're dead now and I'm grieving
I was there whenever you would need me
Even all the times that you'd deceived me
Every single night that you went drinking
I would sit at home, feeling all alone
Wishing you could see the way you treat me
I feel so broken, I just wanna die
I gave a second chance a million times
I live my truth, you would live a lie
'Cause the same issues with different guys
It's the same bullshit, just at different times
This is your loss, girl, it isn't mine
I am not perfect but I ****ing tried
You would make mistakes and then you'd ****in' hide
Now we're gone and it's dead and buried
You lost forever just for temporary
What were you thinking, you weren't thinking clearly
All our memories rest in a cemetery
My daughter ask about you, don't know what tell her
I feel hella guilty when I say, "Forget her"
I gotta be strong and hold it together
You're a memory and it hurts to remember
So I block it out, it's just to much
My confidence tank, I'm in rut
And lately I feel like I'm not good enough
And you may be gone but the damage stuck
I would of died for you, would of tried for you
I would always try to make the time for you
I would never ever tell a lie to you
And even tho we split, I still feel tied to you and
I never wanted to split, I never wanted to drift
I never wanted another man to meet your mother all over again
I never wanted to end, I didn't want any of this
I wanted wrap a ring around your finger and maybe even have a couple of kids
I guess it is what is, I lost my hope
Who we love kills us the most
I'm so afraid to get close
We are just people until we all turn into a ghost
A future we'll never know
Yeah, something we'll never know
And sometimes you gotta let go of what's kills you even if it kills you to let go, damn
I been replaced
I been replaced, replaced
I been replaced
I been erased
I been erased, erased
I been erased