So Alone

I have no one to relate to
我没有可以倾诉的人
All I have is my private words to escape to
就连自言自语我都想避免
I sit at home, go through my phone and page through my friends lists cause it's friendships that I once knew
我坐在家，刷着手机，滑动好友列表，这些是我曾经的友谊
I didn't choose to be a loner, I just moved on and kept the distance cause I had dreams and they didn't
做一个孤单的人并不是我的选择，我只是保持距离，继续前进，因为我的梦想和他们不同
All they wanna do was smoke wild eyed and **** *******
他们整天做的只是吃喝嫖赌
But there's more to life than partying, I guess that I'm different
但我不一样，我觉得生活不止是玩乐
I speak but they don't listen
我向他们诉说，但他们没人听得进去
My heart beats but it feels friction
我的心脏还在跳动，却不那么有力
I feel complete but there's something missing
我感到充实，却又发觉缺失
I wanna leave rap but I commited
我想要放弃说唱，但我坚持了下来
And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to
因为我感到再没有什么能让我倾诉
I feel like I lost myself, and I feel like I lost you
我感觉我失去了你，失去了自己
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他们想看到我下滑、放弃的样子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想与他们分享我的感触，他们却不屑一顾
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已经厌倦了他们对我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤单，我不想陷入这种状态啊
Like who can I talk to?
但我又能与谁诉说呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身后的墙似乎听进去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而无人问我粥可温
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要疯掉了，谁又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太难受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
没人能诉说
I'm getting pissed off cause I've been pissed on
我要被激怒了
What is with y'all trying to put me down
为什么想把我打压下去
Trying to come up from the underground
来自地下，想要翻身
Gettin' the crowd wild cause my style bringin' them smiles
让人们疯狂，因为我的风格带给他们快乐
You've been hatin', debatin' if I'm overrated havin' conversations with peers
你们再嫉妒，争论，和其他人谈论我是否被高估了
Sayin' I'm to basic and I'll never make it
说我不是这块料，不会成功的
I will not get famous this isn't my year
这不是我的时代，我不会出名的
I don't give a ****, I don't give a ****
我才不在乎你们说什么
All I want to do is touch your heart
我想做的只是触动你们的内心
This is my life I'm playin' my part
这是我的生活，我只是在活我自己
I'm tryna' find light when my times get dark
当我的世界变黑暗后，我试着找寻光亮
You don't understand, you never lived my life
你们不会理解，你们没经历过
When you grow up seeing your parents drunk all the time
当你们长大后发现父母整日烂醉
Big brother ********in' his whole life
哥哥搞糟了他的一生
How the **** you think that won't affect mine?
你们还特么会那么想么
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他们想看到我下滑、放弃的样子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想与他们分享我的感触，他们却不屑一顾
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已经厌倦了他们对我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤单，我不想陷入这种状态啊
Like who can I talk to?
但我又能与谁诉说呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身后的墙似乎听进去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而无人问我粥可温
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要疯掉了，谁又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太难受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
没人能诉说
I feel lonely, reality just set in
生活真的陷入了那种孤独
And it just got harder
并且越来越难
I never had a role model so I wanna be one for my daughter
我从没有什么榜样，所以这一次我想做女儿的英雄
Cause my whole life it feels like everyone broke they promise, but I'm still standin', tell my fam I got us
我的一生都被人承诺却未曾被履行，但我依然没有倒下，我还拥有我的家人
Always workin' OT
自己给自己加班
In the studio talkin' about my problems
在录音棚想着问题
And I promise it'll never end
我发誓这一切还没有结束
It feels like I ain't never had a friend
我没有朋友
I'm not gonna lose tell em I came here to win
所以也没有什么可以失去，告诉他们我是来取得胜利的
I'm rappin' about my life where do I begin
我唱的都是我的经历
They wanna see me fall but I'm still standin'
他们想看我倒下但我不会
They try to put me down but I still manage
他们想压倒我但我掌管着一切
They try to send threats but I don't panic
他们试图威胁我但我不会屈服
I know that I'm the best its a bad habit
我知道自信是我的墓志铭
Yeah, Yeah
是的
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他们想看到我下滑、放弃的样子
I tell em how I feel, they dont give a shit
我想与他们分享我的感触，他们却不屑一顾
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他们想看到我下滑、放弃的样子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想与他们分享我的感触，他们却不屑一顾
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已经厌倦了他们对我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤单，我不想陷入这种状态啊
Like who can I talk to?
但我又能与谁诉说呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身后的墙似乎听进去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而无人问我粥可温
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要疯掉了，谁又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太难受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤单
I feel so alone
感到无助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
无人诉说
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他们想看到我下滑、放弃的样子
I tell em how I feel, they dont give a shit
我想与他们分享我的感触，他们却不屑一顾
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已经厌倦了他们对我的冷漠
Depressed, I'm feeling alone, **** i dont wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤单，我不想陷入这种状态啊
Nah, i dont
我不想