I'm Gone

Yeah, everyday's a battle
我每日都在与生活作斗争
The pressure's getting the best of me
压力将我压垮
Swear I wanna quit but I gotta give what is left in me
我发誓我想要退出但我得付出我剩下的一切
Constant criticism, I'm never letting it get to me
经常受到批判 我不会让这些影响到我
I am tunnel vision until I get what is meant for me
我的视野狭隘直到我认识到什么对我来说是有意义的
In the studio late nights, I'm building a legacy
深夜的工作室里 我正创造我的遗产
Making timeless music so everybody remembers me
作出永恒的音乐让所有人能记住我
When I'm by myself I reflect on all of my memories
当我孤身一人时我总会想起我所有的记忆
Then I rap about it 'cause music's my only remedy
我把它们做成说唱 因为音乐是我唯一的良药
My ex was a mess and I should of left and been done with it
我和我前任的关系就是一桩烂摊子 我应该离开并了结它
I knew that she was damaged as **** but I still stuck with it
我早知道她内心是坏掉的但我还是忍下来了
Covert narcissist, I dealt with the trauma that comes with it
隐形自恋者 我处理随之而来的伤痛
Thought that I could save her 'til I lost myself because of it
一直觉得我能救她直到我也因为这些破事迷失了
She has hella demons and she continues to run from it
有太多恶魔住在她身体里 但她只是一味的逃避
She'll repeat the toxic cycle again 'til she's numb to it
她会一直重复着这恶性循环直到她对此麻木
I can expose her but it's not even worth discussion it
我可以揭穿她 但这根本不值一提
Her being her's already the greatest punishment
她做她自己已经是对她最大的惩罚了
**** seeking revenge, I'm too busy tryna chart
太想要复仇 我忙着制定计划
I'm tryna place on Billboard and walk around with the stars
我想登上billboard榜单和群星并肩
Wanna reach accolades that clearly set us apart
想要获得荣誉这能让我和你不一样
To the point where she hears my song when she's out drunk at a bar
最主要的是她在酒吧喝得烂醉时听到我的歌
And reality hits her hard, then her man ask her "what's wrong?"
现实让她大受打击 她的男人在她旁边问她怎么了？
And now she's silent, then she starts smiling, tryna play it off
此后她变得沉默 随后她开始微笑 试图放下
'Cause in that split second she starts to realize who she truly lost
因为在那个瞬间 她开始反应过来她真正失去了谁
All our memories gone, you're why we are where we are
我们所有的回忆已然消散 你就是我们现在为什么变成这样的原因
Feel like this is it, it is what it is
感觉我们就到这里了 就这么回事儿了
The bigger I get, the more cautious of who I'm with
随着年纪增长 我对身边的人就越警惕
So I always stick by my lonely just hoping that I don't slip
所以我总是孤独的 只希望我不会犯错
They wanna see you win, just not doing better then them
他们想看你赢 不过不能超越他们
And people like that lose, ha, yo, I love it
那样的人会失败 呵 活该
I'm slowly admiring the person who I'm becoming
我逐渐开始欣赏自己成为的样子
The climb doesn't end so I'm not focusing on the summit
攀登没有终点 所以我不会把注意力放在所谓的顶峰
I'm focused on the journey, there's not to many who done it
我专注于这个过程 没几个人能像我这样
And **** this industry, you rappers are talking L's
fk这个行业 你们这些说唱歌手迟早失败
Tryna hold me to standards that you don't hold for yourselves
用着各种标准约束我却从来不约束您们自己
Authenticity sells, your numbers aren't doing well
实话告诉你 你们行情不太行
Your stories are fairytale, the fans can easily tell
你的故事就是童话 粉丝都能轻易看穿
Bosses couldn't see where my head was at back in the days
老板们根本没看出我以前怎么想的
When I was employed and slaving for minimum wage
那时还在上班 为了那一点点工资做牛做马
Pushing carts at Walmart and I would write on my breaks
在沃尔玛推手推车 在休息的时间写点歌词
Always scarified time 'cause I always knew what it takes
我总是恐惧时间的流逝 因为我早知道它会带走什么
Now my house is the bachelor's house with all the girls who visit
现在我家就是单身之家 和所有来玩的女孩一起
I **** 'em but never love 'em because I am back on my business
我对她们走肾不走心因为我现在专注事业
Knowing I'm dying for love but I'm so afraid of commitment
我知道我正为爱而死 可我如此害怕去承诺
'Cause when it comes to love I get hurt whenever I give it
因为每当我放下心防去爱时我总会受伤
I'm used to people bouncing, dipping out and then leaving me
我习惯了那些人蹦蹦跳跳来到我身边 随心所欲对我 最后离开我
Just to come back and see I replace them immediately
就回头 来看看我怎么把她们迅速换掉
I was tryna find who I need when really I needed me
在我真的需要自己时 我却在思考寻找我需要谁
I need to be alone, I'm realizing that's how it needs to be, I'm gone
我需要独处 我发现这是必要的 我走了
Yeah, I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone, I'm gone
嗯 我决定离去
Please don't chase me
不要来找我
Please don't chase me, I'm gone, I'm gone
别来救我 让我走吧