I'm Lying

I just like... I've never really talked about this, you know?
我…我从来没有跟谁说过这些事
Yeah
I pray the Lord my soul to keep
我向上帝祈求保佑我的灵魂
This can't be fixed, I'd rather weep
可是我心知肚明这无济于事 只能为此悲伤
I hate this house, I'm dying to leave
我讨厌我的家 很想离开这里
My mom's a snake, my dad, he drinks
她心狠手辣 他又酗酒
Don't know my dad, he don't know me
我不了解父亲 他也从不理解我
We're not like how we used to be
我们已经变得不像从前一样了
We don't connect, we hardly speak
我们不再交流 甚至几步一句话也不讲
He tries to drive, I hide the keys
他想开车疾驰离开 我却藏起了钥匙
I'm babysitting a grown man at seventeen, at seventeen
我才十七岁 却要为一个成年人负责
He's ****in' pissed and starts to scream
他喝醉说胡话 甚至开始对我吼叫
My heart races and skips a beat
我的心跳不由地加速
We're face to face, I can't believe
我甚至不敢相信我们是面对面讲话
That every day's the same old thing
每天就是那些重复的事情
We fight all night, I hardly sleep
我们整夜争吵打架 几乎从不睡
I wish he'd listen to me plead
我多希望他可以听我说
A sober you is what we need
双方都需要变得清醒
This wears me thin, I'm feeling weak
这样的生活让我日渐消瘦 再也没有对生活的动力
I feel hopeless to say the least, ****
很绝望了吧
He never slows down, uh, never slows down on the whisky
他从来不戒掉威士忌
The more shots he takes, the more risky
他对我出手越多，双方之间风险越大
Most times, things tend to go south quickly
绝大多数时间双方的事情都会演变成南辕北辙
He's depending on liquor, we're depending on him
他自己喝酒度日 我们却指望着他
He's calling outta work, there's no money coming in
他日复一日说着出去工作 我们却从来没有金钱收入
We're about to lose the house, how can we let it slip?
家里面临破产 不甘心却又无可奈何
Factor in the fact that I have to hold all of it in
我不得不承担起这一切
I hate when...
真的很绝望…
They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine"
当人们问起“过得怎么样” 我总是说着“挺好”
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我只能叹息 他们也知道我撒着谎
They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine"
当人们问起“近来如何”我回答着“还不错”
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我叹息着 他们也知道我在撒着谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒着谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我也只能撒谎…
I'm broke and empty inside
我内心绝望
****
Yeah
I pray the Lord my soul to take
我向上帝乞求保佑我的灵魂
I lost my hope, I lost my faith
我再无希望 再无信念
I hate this house, wish I'd escape
我讨厌家 多希望可以逃走
My dad's a drunk, my mom's a snake
他再酗酒 她心狠手辣
Don't know my mom, she don't know me
不清楚我妈过得怎样 她也不关心我
She's out all night and can't be traced
她彻夜不归 我也无心打听
It's been a week, ain't seen her face
我已经一周没有见过她
We hardly speak, what can I say?
我们几乎不交流 也从没有什么好说的
I'm dealing with a grown woman who can't be saved, who can't be saved
我还得对无药可救的她负责
She's lost her mind, she's a lost case
她失去理智 她失去了意念
She's filled with greed, I'm dying to say
她充满了贪婪的样子
"It don't matter how much you make
“不在乎你赚多少钱
When you account how much you've waste"
你清楚你花销掉了多少“
She blows her checks, she gambles late
她开着支票赌博到天黑
She takes her shot, we're in her aim
她开了枪（赌博上瘾），我们却瞄准了她
She doesn't stop, the bills aren't paid
她还不醒悟 欠下一身债
She blames my dad when she's to blame
明明她错在先 却责怪他
Tell me, how much more can I take? ****
告诉我这样的生活什么时候才能结束啊
She never slows down, uh, never slows down on the gambling
她执迷不悟于赌博之中
Her life falls apart as time passes
时光飞逝 她逐渐堕落
She's blind to all of the things that can happen
她对一切事物熟视无睹
She's losing control and she can't get a grip
她逐渐失去理智 她无法掌控全局
She's addicted to the slots, there's no money coming in
她对此上瘾 却从无收入
We're about to lose the house, how can we let it slip?
家里面临破产 不甘心却又无可奈何
Factor in the fact that I had to hold all of it in
我不得不承担这一切
I hate when...
真的很绝望吧
They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine"
当人们问起”过的怎么样“我总是说着”挺好“
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我叹息着 他们也知道我在撒谎
They ask, "How's life?" I'm like, "It's fine"
当人们问起”近来如何“我回答着”不错“
I sigh, they know, deep down, I'm lying
我叹息着 他们也知道我在撒着谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我在撒着谎
Ooh, I'm lying
我也只能撒谎…
I'm broke and empty inside
很绝望吧
Yeah
I'm broken, I'm broken, I'm broken
I'm broke and empty inside