Still Lost

Theres an aching in my heart
我的心在作痛
There is no light in the dark
這裡暗無天日
I wish I can find a spark, cause I am lost
我渴求一絲光亮我已經迷失了
Still lost, still tryna figure it out
如今還是這樣迷惘還是想要找條出路
Wondering why my minds filling with doubt
在想為什麼我的腦海中總是充滿猜疑
Me and my babys momma split and we went different routes
我和我女兒她媽媽分開了選擇分道揚鑣
Now my daughters gone, living in a different house
現在我女兒也走了去了另一個地方
I was so busy chasing the dream that Im living now
我從前忙著追夢現在卻活在現實裡
I didnt notice my family wasnt sticking around
我沒發現我的家人也離我而去了
Now Im in this empty house sitting on the couch
現在我在空蕩的房間坐在沙發上
All of this cause the words I spit out of my mouth
事情變成這樣都是因為我曾經口出惡言
But Ill never give up and Ill never give in
但我永不放棄也永不讓步
Depression only kills you when you let it win
抑鬱只有在你自己都放棄了自己時才能將你吞噬
And its time to put up a fight so Im balling a fist
是時候該抗爭了我已經準備好了我的拳頭
And swinging at it until that shit doesnt bother again
朝它揮拳直到那些糟心事兒不再對我產生影響
The pain of being alone is wearing me thin
孤身一人的痛苦將我折磨得脆弱不堪
I miss the old me like where have I been?
我想念過去的自己那個我去哪兒了？
Used to be happy but now I am grim
從前我是快樂的但現在我很沮喪
Use to love life, now I dont wanna live
從前我熱愛生活但現在我連活都不想活
Im tryna find myself but until then Im still lost
我試圖找回自己但直至今日我依舊迷失著