Sunset Hours

If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
如果你正要找我去馬路上找找
Stressing, tryna get away from home
疲憊不堪想離家而去
Parked on the hills, tryna be alone
把車停在小山上想自己一個人靜靜
Sunset hours just to see the glow
日落之時就這樣欣賞它的餘暉吧
These the moments, where I feel the most
往往這個時刻我的感觸最多
Thinking 'bout life, tryna find my soul
思考我的人生想要尋覓到我的靈魂
Chasing my dreams , swear I'm getting close
追尋夢想我發誓我馬上要成功了
Dealing with things that no one knows
處理那些不為人知的事
Dealing with heartbreak so much that I grew accustom to the feeling of me feeling lost
經歷太多心碎所以我已經對失落習以為常
There's a girl who I left inside of my past who continues to remain deep in my thoughts
有個女孩被我留在記憶深處那個一直停留在我回憶中的女孩
Always something to remind me, that I can't put you behind me
總有事情提醒著我讓我無法對你徹底放手
Good girl bad timing, I was busy tryna find me
她是好女孩只是時機不對我那時候正忙著尋找自我
And I still haven't found me and that's probably the reason why I still feel I ain't find no one else
事到如今我依舊沒找到'我' 這可能就是為什麼我覺得我沒找到任何人的原因
My old friend Fabi told me you can't love anybody until you start loving yourself
我的老朋友Fabi跟我說只有學會愛自己才能去愛別人
That when I was 21, it didn't resonate with me till now I see that it's real
我21的時候我沒理解這句話但現在我知道這是真理了
Maybe that's why I keep making the same mistakes and have scars in me that never healed
也許這就是為什麼我一直犯同樣的錯受過的傷也從未癒合
And deep in my mind, I'm living in fear, I always act like I know where I'm headed
在我腦海深處我生活在恐懼中我總是裝作我知道我要做什麼
But only if you knew that I always move through out my life without a direction
但只有你知道我的生活毫無方向
I always thought I hadda change my life, until I realized I just hadda accepted it
我總想著我必須得改變我的生活直到我意識到我只需要去接受這樣的生活就好
Life is not happening to me, it's happening for me and that is becoming the message
我恍然覺悟不是生活為難我這只不過這就是我的命運罷了
What if the things that went wrong in my life, happened to me for a purpose
或許那些我經歷過的糟心事就是我該經歷的呢？
And what if God has a plan all along and my tribulations would be worth it
或許上帝一直都有他的計劃 我走過的磨難都會是值得的吧？
What if thru all my misery, I found my destiny
或許在我走過的苦難中我找到了自己的命運呢？
What if my misery, brought out the best in me
或許我嚐的苦塑造了最好的我呢？
What if my misery, showed the strength left in me
或許我受過的傷激起了我內在的頑強呢？
What if my misery, saw what's ahead of me
或許我流過的血替我探清了眼前的路
And built me
也幫我完善了自己呢？
Yeah, if you're tryna find me, find me in my mind
如果你正要找我來我的思緒裡尋找
Reflecting deep staring at the sky
深思著凝望天空
Still holding on who I left behind
至今我還放不下那些被我丟下的人
Thinking 'bout things that I kept inside
思考著那些我壓在心底的事
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
思考著我人生中的種種低谷和巔峰
What will they think when they see me rise?
如果看到我一路高歌猛進那些人會怎麼想呢？
Am I making change or I'm wasting time?
我是否有做出改變還是說我在浪費時間
Praying to god to give me a sign
向神明祈禱給我點提示
Dealing with loneliness so much I open up to women, I invite over for company
我太孤獨於是對女人敞開心扉邀請她們陪我作伴
They all sound the same, when they try to say , they can not refrain, falling in love with me
她們都差不多當她們想要說什麼她們克制不了總會愛上我
That's when I get silent, and that's when they try to always convince me how they could the one for me
此後我變得沉默也就是這時她們總是試圖說服我說她們就是那個對的人
Until they realize I realized their agenda and that's when they get up to leave and be done with me
直到她們意識到我看清了她們的心思隨後她們才離開我與我分手
I'm too paranoid to let people get close, that's probably the one thing I'm avoiding the most
我對於親密關係太過偏執這也許是我最想逃避的事情
I used to always hate being alone, until I explored my mind and my soul
我從前最討厭獨自一人直到我對自己的思想和靈魂進行了深入的探索
Done tryna control what I can 't control, the more hold on I need to let go
不要試圖控制那些自己無法控制的越是要堅持的東西我越需要學會放手
Visualizing my goals, the life that I chose, I' m free as can be, I'm cutting the ropes
想像著我的目標我選擇的生活我是自由的我正在切斷我周圍的枷鎖
I'm spreading my wings, I'm becoming me
我正在展翅飛翔我正在成為真正的自己
They followed the crowd, I followed my dreams
他們隨波逐流我忠於理想
I'm against the grain on how it should be
我對抗著那些就該這麼做的說法
And accept what it is
然後接受現實
What if my broken heart taught me how I could pick up all the pieces
或許是我支離破碎的心教會我怎麼把所有碎片拾起
My parents addiction gave strength that I needed
我父母給了我需要的力量
Depression was just a mindset I believe in
抑鬱只是我信仰的一種心態
And God had a plan but I just couldn't see it
上帝有他的計劃只是我沒有發現
Damn, what if?
cao 哪有這麼多或許？
If you're tryna find me, find me on the road
如果你正要去找我到街上找找
Stressing, tryna get away from home
疲憊不堪想要離家而去
Parked on the hills, tryna be alone
把車停在小山上只想一個人靜靜
Sunset hours just to see the glow
黃昏時刻暫且就欣賞這落日餘暉吧
These the moments, where I feel the most
這個時間是我感觸最深的時候
Thinking 'bout life, tryna find my soul
思考著人生想找尋我的靈魂
Chasing my dreams, swear I'm getting close
追尋夢想我發誓我馬上成功了
Dealing with things that no one knows
處理那些不為人知的事
If you're tryna find me find me in my mind
如果你正要去找我來我的精神世界與我相見吧
Reflecting deep staring at the sky
凝望天空
Still holding on who left I behind
始終放不下那些被我留下的人
Thinking 'bout things that I kept inside
思索著那些壓在心底的事情
Thinking 'bout my lows and all my highs
回憶我人生的低潮還有我那些光輝時刻
What will they think when they see me rise
如果他們見到我成功了會怎麼想呢？
Am I making change or I'm wasting time
我正變得更好還是只是在浪費時間
Praying to god to give me a sign
向上帝祈禱給我個提示
Give me a sign
給我點提示吧...
Give me a sign
求你了