So Alone

I have no one to relate to
我沒有可以傾訴的人
All I have is my private words to escape to
就連自言自語我都想避免
I sit at home, go through my phone and page through my friends lists cause it's friendships that I once knew
我坐在家，刷著手機，滑動好友列表，這些是我曾經的友誼
I didn't choose to be a loner , I just moved on and kept the distance cause I had dreams and they didn't
做一個孤單的人並不是我的選擇，我只是保持距離，繼續前進，因為我的夢想和他們不同
All they wanna do was smoke wild eyed and **** *******
他們整天做的只是吃喝嫖賭
But there's more to life than partying, I guess that I'm different
但我不一樣，我覺得生活不止是玩樂
I speak but they don't listen
我向他們訴說，但他們沒人聽得進去
My heart beats but it feels friction
我的心臟還在跳動，卻不那麼有力
I feel complete but there's something missing
我感到充實，卻又發覺缺失
I wanna leave rap but I commited
我想要放棄說唱，但我堅持了下來
And I feel like I ain't got no one to talk to
因為我感到再沒有什麼能讓我傾訴
I feel like I lost myself, and I feel like I lost you
我感覺我失去了你，失去了自己
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他們想看到我下滑、放棄的樣子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想與他們分享我的感觸，他們卻不屑一顧
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已經厭倦了他們對我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤單，我不想陷入這種狀態啊
Like who can I talk to?
但我又能與誰訴說呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身後的牆似乎聽進去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而無人問我粥可溫
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要瘋掉了，誰又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太難受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
沒人能訴說
I'm getting pissed off cause I've been pissed on
我要被激怒了
What is with y'all trying to put me down
為什麼想把我打壓下去
Trying to come up from the underground
來自地下，想要翻身
Gettin' the crowd wild cause my style bringin' them smiles
讓人們瘋狂，因為我的風格帶給他們快樂
You've been hatin', debatin' if I'm overrated havin ' conversations with peers
你們再嫉妒，爭論，和其他人談論我是否被高估了
Sayin' I'm to basic and I'll never make it
說我不是這塊料，不會成功的
I will not get famous this isn't my year
這不是我的時代，我不會出名的
I don't give a ****, I don't give a ****
我才不在乎你們說什麼
All I want to do is touch your heart
我想做的只是觸動你們的內心
This is my life I'm playin ' my part
這是我的生活，我只是在活我自己
I'm tryna' find light when my times get dark
當我的世界變黑暗後，我試著找尋光亮
You don't understand, you never lived my life
你們不會理解，你們沒經歷過
When you grow up seeing your parents drunk all the time
當你們長大後發現父母整日爛醉
Big brother ********in' his whole life
哥哥搞糟了他的一生
How the **** you think that won't affect mine?
你們還特麼會那麼想麼
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他們想看到我下滑、放棄的樣子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想與他們分享我的感觸，他們卻不屑一顧
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已經厭倦了他們對我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤單，我不想陷入這種狀態啊
Like who can I talk to?
但我又能與誰訴說呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身後的牆似乎聽進去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而無人問我粥可溫
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要瘋掉了，誰又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太難受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
沒人能訴說
I feel lonely, reality just set in
生活真的陷入了那種孤獨
And it just got harder
並且越來越難
I never had a role model so I wanna be one for my daughter
我從沒有什麼榜樣，所以這一次我想做女兒的英雄
Cause my whole life it feels like everyone broke they promise, but I'm still standin', tell my fam I got us
我的一生都被人承諾卻未曾被履行，但我依然沒有倒下，我還擁有我的家人
Always workin' OT
自己給自己加班
In the studio talkin' about my problems
在錄音棚想著問題
And I promise it'll never end
我發誓這一切還沒有結束
It feels like I ain't never had a friend
我沒有朋友
I'm not gonna lose tell em I came here to win
所以也沒有什麼可以失去，告訴他們我是來取得勝利的
I'm rappin' about my life where do I begin
我唱的都是我的經歷
They wanna see me fall but I'm still standin'
他們想看我倒下但我不會
They try to put me down but I still manage
他們想壓倒我但我掌管著一切
They try to send threats but I don't panic
他們試圖威脅我但我不會屈服
I know that I'm the best its a bad habit
我知道自信是我的墓誌銘
Yeah, Yeah
是的
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他們想看到我下滑、放棄的樣子
I tell em how I feel, they dont give a shit
我想與他們分享我的感觸，他們卻不屑一顧
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他們想看到我下滑、放棄的樣子
I tell them how I feel, they don't give a shit
我想與他們分享我的感觸，他們卻不屑一顧
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已經厭倦了他們對我的冷漠
Depressed Im feeling alone **** I don't wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤單，我不想陷入這種狀態啊
Like who can I talkto?
但我又能與誰訴說呢？
The walls hear my voices and it walks through
只有身後的牆似乎聽進去了
Like I talk and no one's listening
然而無人問我粥可溫
I go crazy and there's no one to witness it
我快要瘋掉了，誰又能知道
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
So alone
太難受了
I feel so alone
我感到孤單
I feel so alone
感到無助
I feel so alone
感到寂寞
There's no one to talk to, yeah
無人訴說
They wanna see me fall, they wanna see me quit
他們想看到我下滑、放棄的樣子
I tell em how I feel, they dont give a shit
我想與他們分享我的感觸，他們卻不屑一顧
They don't love me, guess I'm getting sick of it
我想我已經厭倦了他們對我的冷漠
Depressed, I'm feeling alone, **** i dont wanna get into it
我感到了只有失落和孤單，我不想陷入這種狀態啊
Nah, i dont
我不想