Losing Myself

Losing myself, I'm losin' (I'm losin' myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight
今晚，我找不回自己了
Ah, ah, ah
Don't even know where the **** you've been
不知道你又去了哪
You're probably partying with all of your friends
也许是又和朋友出去狂欢了
All I ever did was give you myself (The real me)
我已经把我自己都交出来了
I know that I'm not enough for you, girl, I could tell (But you see)
我知道，这还不够
Envious, 'cause you found love, I'm hurting (I feel weak)
真羡慕你，你已经找到了新欢，我却还没放下你
Obvious I'm not enough, I'm searching (Yeah, you see—I)
我知道我还不够好，我在变好
Losing myself, I'm losin' (I'm losin' myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight (Losing myself)
今晚，我找不回自己了
You said you would never leave, girl, you promised me
你向我承诺过，你不会离开我
You made me really believe that you belonged to me
曾以为把你拿下了
I'm self-loathin' and tryna figure what is wrong with me
我对自己感到厌烦，想不出问题出在哪
Staring at my phone, wondering why you won't talk to me
痴痴地看着手机，不明白你为什么不回我信息
How can we split? I always fall for your type
我该怎么解脱，对于你这种类型的女孩我毫无抵抗力
The girl I can't save but I can't say even if I tried
即使我尽力了，我也无法留住你，无法说服你
I do this every time, I see the truth as a lie
我一直不承认这是事实
Think you're heartbroken then I start to stalk you online
以为你心碎了，我就开始在网上找你聊
And I, see your Instagram's on private
我看到你在空间发的照片
I wonder who you're hiding
到底是什么让你藏着掖着
'Bout to make a fake account, just so I can find him
做个假账，只为了能找到他
****, I'm going crazy now and I can't deny it
我都快为你疯狂了，并且无法自拔
Acting like I'm happy is the way I disguise it
故作坚强是我最后的掩饰
Say I feel alive, no, when inside I'm dying
嘴上说我还很好，与此同时已心如死灰
Pills and all the pain, but the pain's steady rising
吃了药，痛苦还是丝毫不减
I, can't let you see me like this
我不能让你看到我落魄的样子
'Cause, God, I feel hella down
上帝啊，我感觉好沮丧
I wonder who's around when I'm not around
我想知道我不在你身边的时候，都是谁陪着你
I think of us every late night when I ride around
每一晚我都在想着我们
I think I might even drive through to your side of town
我想我甚至可以开车去你那边
I'm lost because someone will have found you
可我逐渐迷失了，因为有人已经接近了你
You're a queen and someone will have crowned you
你是个小公主，时时刻刻有人围着你
Yeah, we made a commitment, that's something I'm still bound to
我们发过的誓，最终却只有我一个人依然坚守着
I'm tryna be me but I can't be me without you
我试着做真实的自己，但是失去了你，这变得很难
I'm—
我...
Losing myself, I'm losin' (I'm losin' myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight (Losing my, losing my, losing myself)
今晚，我找不回自己了
Losing my, losing myself
迷失了
I feel weak
感到虚脱乏力
Obvious I'm not enough, I'm searching
很明显我还不够好
Losing my, losing myself
逐渐
Losing my, losing myself
迷失...