IK new better, but did nothing

Im not proud of the things Ive done
But Im proud of the person that I can become
Cause somewhere between day one and now
I tried to chase a popular sound
I tried to chase a comfort for those around
But when the show ends
Were sleeping on hardwood beds
Praying to God we find out
If we got the support slot or not
That can make or break our sound in the end
Hoping we can move into another market
Rather than the one that made us
Rather than the one that changed us
So we wanna take a detour and
Change behavior and make more
Find our faces on The Fader and Pitchfork
And digress even more

What did you expect from me?
Its hard to be dishonest
With my heart on my sleeve
Where do I go, what can I be?
Nothing equals nothing
This did nothing for me

We just hoped our rebellion would look like rebellion
Rather than what it is:
A target for Millennials to put their faith in
But Im proud to say we made some people
Look into themselves rather than the evil
And Ill always thank the ones who trusted me
Enough to join me on this journey
Even the ones who didnt stick around
Im still grateful for the ones who helped shape the sound
Now I just need to thank God for this forgiveness

What did you expect from me?
Its hard to be dishonest
With my heart on my sleeve
Where do I go, what can I be?
Nothing equals nothing
This did nothing for me
What did you expect from me?
Its hard to be dishonest
With my heart on my sleeve
Where do I go, what can I be?
Nothing equals nothing
This did nothing for me

Now I can thank God for the idea of forgiveness
And I can thank God that Im still in this
Cause I love the idea of a future
Cause though it never comes, its somehow always happening
And every moment that Im not asleep is a moment where I think
Maybe I shouldve just finished it up and gotten that degree
Cause, Mom, I made it
I just wish I would have learned something
Cause now this emptiness haunts me