the things i never said

It isn't easy to express what I feel inside
難以言表心中的想法
But that shouldn't come as a surprise to you
但對此你應該並不驚訝
Haven' t been the perfect mom
作為母親我不算完美
but please know that I tried
可我也曾試著去做到最好
I did the best I could and that's the best that I could do
那已經是我盡我所能的結果了
Now facing a future that's uncertain
如今面對充滿不確定的未來
I cannot say what lies ahead
我不知道前方等待我的是什麼
But I won't give up
但我不會放棄
I'll face my fear
我將直面我的恐懼
and fight back years of un-cried tears
忍住多年未流的淚水
and tell you all the things I never said
告訴你那些我未說出口的話
All of the hours spent at work
所有沉浸在工作中的時間
consumed with my career
我一心投入到我的事業裡
I won't blame you if you thought I didn't care
如果你覺得我不在意我也不會責怪你
Graduations that I missed
那些未能出席的畢業典禮
All the games I didn't cheer
和沒去為你助威的比賽
I never told you then but how I wanted to be there
你不知道其實我有多想在那裡
As thoughts of the past run through my memory
記憶裡浮現過去的點點滴滴
The choices I've made, the life I've led
我作出的選擇和我所過的人生
And office on the highest floor
還有那頂樓的辦公室
It meant so much but you mean more
它很重要但仍遠不及你
That's one of many things
那是我未能說出口的事
So much in my life I took for granted
我將太多事視作理所當然
Like tucking my children into bed
就像哄我的孩子入睡
My world was always spinning fast
我的世界總是快速運轉
and in an instant years have past
轉眼間已是過了數年
and here I sit with so much left unsaid
只留我和那些沒說出口的話
I' ve always lived a world apart
我和你總是相隔太遠
But through it all you were my heart
但在我心底你永遠是最重要的
That's one of many things, so many things
那是一件
I never said
我未能說出口的事