dead weight

deadweight
負擔
if i'm honest i'm still distant, staring blankly at the distance
坦誠講我依然追尋著最初的夢想
and if you're stuck on your persistence then how can we coexist?
倘若你堅持己見，我們又怎能共處？
we're replaceable; we're still breakable, too available brought on ourselves
我們並非不可替代；我們是如此脆弱，卻又如此自私
so i hold my doubt, hope it levels out
我滿懷疑問、躊躇不決卻又心存希望
so i've got my, so i've got my
因此我得以
deadweight buried
埋葬過去
i 'm not burning, i'm not burning down i'm empty
我沒有被擊敗，我還沒有被空虛擊敗
i'm numb to it 'cause it's all memory
這是麻木的我殘存的記憶
and i try to keep where i've found, i've got both feet on the ground
我竭盡全力要在記憶中保留這一刻
deadweight buried, i'm not burning, i'm not burning out
過去已被埋葬，我沒有被擊倒，我還沒有精疲力盡
well there's a fine line between the things that you've heard
你所聽到的
and the things that you've seen
與你所看到的並不相同
and even if i try to detach, it still all falls down and it's down to me
即使我想要洞察事實真相，也沮喪的以失敗告終
i try to keep my distance; i'll be the wolf amongst the sheep
我試著去保持自己與它的距離；我將會成為羊中的狼
this overnight existence, another thing that i can't keep my distance
只有在黑夜中的存在的它，我才無法與之保持距離
and all i know is i 've got my
現在我只知道我已經
deadweight buried
埋葬了過去
i'm not burning, i'm not burning down i'm empty
我還沒有被擊倒，我還沒有被擊敗
i'm numb to it 'cause it's all memory
這是麻木的我殘存的記憶
and i try to keep where i've found, i've got both feet on the ground
我竭盡全力要在記憶中保留這一刻
deadweight buried, i'm not burning, i'm not burning out
埋葬過去。我沒有被擊敗，我沒有精疲力盡
we brought this weight upon ourselves
我們獨自承受一切
we're not burning we're not burning out
可我們並沒有被擊垮
self worth judged by someone else
我們仍在學著追尋
we're still learning and we're not burning out
由他人評判的自我價值可我們不會被擊倒
i try to keep where i found i've got both feet on the ground
我竭盡全力要在記憶中保留這一刻
we brought this weight upon ourselves
我們獨自承受一切
we're not burning we're not burning out
可我們並沒有被擊垮
so i've got my
因此我得以
deadweight buried
埋葬過去
i'm not burning, i'm not burning down i'm empty
我還沒有被擊倒，我還沒有被擊敗
i' m numb to it 'cause it's all memory
這是麻木的我殘存的記憶
and i try to keep where i've found, i've got both feet on the ground
我竭盡全力要在記憶中保留這一刻
i'm not burning, i'm not burning out
我沒有被擊倒，我還沒有倒下
overnight existence, keep my distance, overnight existence
面對黑夜中的它，我更要保持清醒
i'm not burning, i'm not burning out
此刻我沒有被擊倒，我還沒有倒下