Happy to Be Here

If I could do what I want I would become an electrician
如果让我选择的话，我想变成电工
I'd climb inside my ears and I would rearrange the wires in my brain
爬进自己的耳朵里，重新设置脑子里的电路连接
'A different me would be inhabiting this body
那时这个身体里住的将是一个全新的我
I'd have two cars a garage a job
我会像其他人一样拥有两辆车、一个车库和一份工作
And I would go to church on Sunday
每个周日前往教堂
A diagram of faulty circuitry explains how I was made
一张出错的电路图显示了我的症结所在
Now the engineer is listening as I voice all my complaints
那位工程师（或指上帝）正在聆听我宣泄自己所有的不满
From an orchestra of shaking metal keeping me awake
话语从哐当作响的吉他器件中传出，我得以保持清醒
I was just wondering if there's any way that you made a mistake
我只是想知道，是不是也许，也许您犯了个错
I miss you the way that I miss nicotine
我对你上瘾，你就像尼古丁
If it makes me feel better how bad could it be
如果尼古丁能让我好受些，它又能坏到哪里去？
I heard there's a fix for everything
我听说任何事情都有解决办法
Then why
那么为什么
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Then why
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Then why not me
为什么唯独我例外？
The first of April saw the sickening repair
那场令人不快的治疗开始于愚人节那天
Wore my best shirt to the clinic
穿着我最好的衬衣去了诊所
Decorated with a laminate name
衣上别着我的名签
No one is laughing from an audience of folding plastic chairs
塑料折叠椅上的一排听众，没有人笑出来
And I'm not fooled when you tell me that you're glad I came
当你说你很开心我今天到场时，我并没有被你骗到
Am I honest to admit or just a hypocrite
我是诚实还是虚伪，如果我承认：
I know I should be being optimistic
我明白应该积极乐观
But I'm doubtful I can change
一边却不相信自己能够有所改变
Grit my teeth and try hard to act deserving
鼓足力气，希望您能看到我的努力
When I know that there is nowhere I can hide from your humiliating grace
一边却明白我无处可躲，您（无功而赏）的恩典让我食尽其辱
If you swear that its true then I have to believe what
如果你发誓你说的都是真的，我就不得不相信
I hear evangelicals say on TV
福音传教士在电视上宣扬的那些东西
And if there's enough left after everyone else
如果您的恩典人人有份
Then why
那么为什么
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Then why
为什么
Then why not me
为什么唯独我例外？