Relative Fiction

Midnight: you could see me dangling;
午夜：你可以看到我摇晃着
Glow like a cherry falling
像落下的樱桃一样闪闪发光
Now It's a downpour
现在倾盆大雨落下
And you could see me racing the rain to the ground floor
你可以看到我把雨带到你的地板上
You're the only thing I'll wait around for
你是我唯一为之等待的存在
Maybe when you get off of work could you meet me
也许你下班后，能来见我吗
We could go barreling down on the main street
我们可以在大街上快步行走
You could try watching while I run through the high-beams
你可以试着看着我奔跑着穿过远光灯
'Cause if I didn't have a mean bone in my body
因为如果我身上没有一根对你刻薄的骨头
I'd find some other way to cause you pain
我会找到别的办法让你痛苦
I won't bother telling you I'm sorry
我不想告诉你我很抱歉
For something that I'm gonna do again
因为我要还会重蹈覆辙
When I could spend the weekend
当周末
Out on a bender
我在外酗酒不归
Do I get callous or do I stay tender
我是变得冷酷无情还是保持温柔
Which of these is worse
哪个会更糟
And which is better?
哪个会更好？
Dying to myself virtually
但其实我已与死去无异
A massacre
一场屠杀
A Character of somebody's invention
一个某人发明的角色
A Martyr in another passion play
一场激情戏中的殉道者
I guess I don't mind losing my conviction
我想我不介意失去我的信念
If it's all relative fiction anyway
如果这些都是虚构的话
'Cause I don't need a savior
因为我不需要救世主
I need you to take me home
我只要你带我回家
I don't need your help
我不需要你的帮助
I need you to leave me alone
我要你让我一个人独处
I'm out where the drunks at the bar
我在酒吧里喝的烂醉
Talk over the band
谈论声盖过了乐队
I try to express
我试着表达
I can't understand
我不能理解
I beat at the keys
我把钥匙摇响
I bloody my hands
我手上都是血
Till you hear me
直到你听到我
I've got no business praying
我没必要祈祷
I'm finished being good
我不再做好人了
Now I can finally be okay
现在我终于可以没事了
In not the way I thought I should
虽然不是我想的那类“没事了”