the anatomy of a razorblade

I've had my share of doubts
I've been lost but now I found my way around
I can't keep up this guise
I've been tossing and turning inside
Like a storm that won't subside

Trust in me
Things are much worse than they seem,
It's not hard to believe
Woe is me
They say that this was meant to be
But it means nothing to me

Every night behind my eyes, I'm terrified
All I see is everyone around me suffering