i gave the world my heart and all i have to show for it are scars and nightmares

The worthless
毫无价值
Uncertain
飘渺无常
The water
潮水
Is rising
升涨
I'm choking
我窒息着
Help me
救我
I don't know how much more i can take
我不知道我还能承受多少

一袭良夜
Oh what a beautiful night it is
风在我耳际呼啸
The wind is howling at my skin
将逐渐我推向窗边
Inching me closer to the window
而我感受不到半分恐惧
And i'm not scared at all
行尸走肉
A walking corpse
洗涤灵魂
Cleanse my soul
将我从污浊中解放
Rid me of all my impurities
或者，就让我在地里腐烂
Or let me rot 6 feet deep
无所谓，怎样都好
Either ways fine with me
我把我的心献给了这个世界

但我必须向他们展露的
I gave the world my heart
是我的伤疤与噩梦
And all i have to show for it
我总想着
Are scars and nightmares
我们穷其一生
And i always think about
取悦别人
How fu*cked up it is that
这种事
We live our whole lives
但我们永远取悦不了自己
Trying to please others
日复一日，夜复一夜
But we can never please ourselves
没有尽头
Day after day night after night
也根本不会有结束的那天

现在每天
It's just never enough
我只能坐在这张床上
And it will never be enough
为自己难过
Now everyday
周而复始，如时钟一般
I just sit in this bed
每年，每月，每天
And feel sorry for myself
每时，每分，每秒
And the cycle repeats like clockwork
我发誓，唯一从这牢狱逃出去的方法
Years to months to days
就是对着我的脑袋来上一枪
To hours to minutes to seconds
或者，一瓶打翻的药片
And i swear the only way out of this prison
我只要乖乖屈服就好了
I put myself in is a bullet to my f*cking head
再也没有必要去做无谓的抗争了
Or a bottle of spilt pills
I need to learn to just to give in
There's no point in fighting it anymore