disconnection

It's 3 AM, I've been up for quite some days
凌晨3点，我已经几夜没有入睡
And I still feel wide awake
并且仍旧莫名地清醒
I don't know how much more I can take
我不知道我还能存活多久
Before I make this leap of faith
在我放手一搏之前
And let everything that I have known wither up and fade away
让我所认识的一切都枯萎消散
I'm hoping that the rope won't break
我希望这绳索永远不会断裂
But if it does it'll be too late
如果它真的断了，那一切都来不及了
The afterlife is where I'll stay
来世便是我所向往
Please don't think that you can help me
请别想着你可以帮我
I know I can't be saved
我知道我已经无可救药
It's 3 AM, I've been up for quite some days
凌晨3点，我已经几夜没有入睡
And I still feel wide awake
并且仍旧莫名地清醒
I don't know how much more I can take
我不知道我还能存活多久
Before I make this leap of faith
在我放手一搏之前
And let everything that I have known wither up and fade away
让我所认识的一切都枯萎消散
I'm hoping that the rope won't break
我希望这绳索永远不会断裂
But if it does it'll be too late
如果它真的断了，那一切都来不及了
The afterlife is where I'll stay
来世便是我所向往
Please don't think that you can help me
请别想着你可以帮我
I know I can't be saved
我知道我已经无可救药