Invisible Lines

I'm straddling invisible lines I can't get through
at times I feel helpless it's not my choice if I get you
it's my fault I walk in big shoes
but ima ace these interviews
I changed more than my physical
Tryna put myself in the position of a little you
starin at this cold world, oh so miserable
I wonder how you holding up
I I'm barely gettin through
and I don't even watch the news
everything's gettin skewed
I'm trippin even if it's minuscule
yo I ain't t even tryna bend the rules
I missed my baby gurl birthday, we in august and this was June
real pain dont it get misconstrued
they tell me jus call your daughter
it ain't that easy, explaining makes it much harder
she's held hostage by strict orders
while I'm in the other side of the invisible line
tryna cross the border
Invisible lines
Tryna cross...
Invisible lines
Tip toe'n on
Invisible lines
Ive been Haunted by mistakes for a decade
imagine having to swallow ya pride cuz ya beds made
I paid my price here comes the end game
for too long I' ve been blamed
I'm bout to prove that men change
still recoverin from immense pain
in the dojo trainin wit sensai
tryna shape my life while I navigate it
hard to start over and go back to basics
that was back in 09
the very first time I really seen the line
America the land of the free
where we create borders that try to stop you from seein me
invisible lines