Aika Multaa Muistot (everything Is Nothing)

Everything is nothing to me,
I couldnt care less
A stern cold man is what
I am, hard, relentless
And though
I might have strayed the path,
I wouldnt change a thing
Ive hated life to the fullest yet with longing deep within
For my name is sorrow and
Im a friend of misery
I deprived myself of love for eternal agony
And I dont even dare to try,
I know I can only lose
Between this life
I live and nothing
I have to choose
Take me home...... to the one
I belong!Ill be the last to close, the last to close my eyes
Ill see you all go down and witness your demise
And forgive me nothing for
I truly meant it all- what
Ive said, what
Ive done!