blind in the snow

So youve gone away
But i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room
Ive never known the words to say
So Ive stayed up for a sense of truth
But hate the thought of waking up alone
Hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you
But i wont manage to see it through
I hate the truth of waiting under the gun
Ill go far away from the place i knew
But i wont manage to see it through
The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
I wish it would go
Ive lost the hope
Im gone
I want to wait but i still hate what i did
To prove myself to you
Is there still hope that this can change?
Im wondering what it meant to you
I hate the thought of waking up alone
Hope will hide those thoughts
That would eat at you
But i wont manage to see it through
I hate the truth of waiting under the gun
Ill go far away from the place I knew
But I wont manage to see it through
The weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
I wish it would go
Ive lost the hope
Im gone