A lost promise

Is anyone out there?
外面可還有其他人
I promised if I made it out
我曾承諾這次我若能成功
I'd find love again
我必定能再次尋得我命中所愛
I won't forget the life we've lived
但我也不會忘記我們相依為命的生活
We'll never get back the time spent
雖然我們再無可能回到以前
I won't pretend I'll find love again
我不會假裝已尋得真愛以此敷衍你
I faked a smile and found the end
但也難免落寞以假裝從容微笑結束你我

我不過厭倦你的種種猜忌
I'm tired of all the doubt
與不經磨礪的虛偽諾言
The broken promises
不知道我如今的堅決能否讓她自豪
Don't know if I'll ever make her proud
對於我亂成一團的生活我很抱歉
I'm sorry my life's a mess
我正在努力取得成功
I'm trying to make it out
但是成功往往伴隨著艱難險阻
But something pulls me in
我從不知道如何追求自我
I never know how to find myself
很抱歉我無法一錯再錯
I'm sorry I can't commit
我已無法再信任任何人

都是因為我曾經的遭遇嗎
I won't trust ever again
但我想知道為何我們的愛會分崩離析
Was I the cause of this?
我想找出其中原因所在
I want to know what I did to ruin this
只需告訴我長久以來的謊言是否會結束
I'd love to find the reason I exist
我不過厭倦你的種種猜忌
Just tell me if the lies will end
與不經磨礪的虛偽諾言
I'm tired of all the doubt
不知道我如今的堅決能否讓她自豪
The broken promises
對於我亂成一團的生活我很抱歉
Don't know if I'll ever make her proud
我正在努力取得成功
I'm sorry my life's a mess
但是成功往往伴隨著艱難險阻

我從不知道如何追求自我
I'm trying to make it out
很抱歉我無法一錯再錯
But something pulls me in
我已無法再信任任何人
I never know how to find myself
都是因為我曾經的遭遇嗎
I'm sorry I can't commit
I won't trust ever again
Was I the cause of this?