bipolar waves

And I cant fly away -
我無法遠走高飛
The other side is way to far away
遙遠彼岸難以抵達
I'm stuck inside my brain
困於腦海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飄蕩過無邊際的雙極波

17 lost self esteem
正值青春失去自尊
Send me in a time machine or don 't
把我送進時光機器或就讓我活在當下
Guess that I'm still yet to see
似乎我尚未明了
Everything in front of me
眼前的一切
Everything that's meant to be
一切都是命運的安排
Intoxication druggie but addiction does empower me
不可自拔的癮君子但成癮確實賦予我力量
Was dancing in my room now im dancing in a mansion
曾在自己房裡跳舞如今我置身豪宅
The only real flex is that i made it with my passion
唯一真正的靈活變通是我的熱情發揮了關鍵性作用
I'd tell you how i did it but I'd rather keep you asking
我會告訴你我是怎麼辦到的但我寧願讓你主動發問
I kinda want a girlfriend but I cannot get distracted
我有些想交個女友可我不能分心
So I'm planet switching - felt too different
故我要換個星球生活感覺大不相同
Had to change the way I'm living
不得不改變我的生活方式
Started getting paranoia from the ways that i was thinking
逐漸從我曾經的想法中獲得偏執
Like a boat that's always sinking
好比一艘不斷下沉
But it never hit the bottom
卻從未觸底的船
Like the days that i was drinking
就像昔日我喝酒的日子
And we smashed an empty bottle
一個個空瓶被我們砸碎
Now I'm writing up these novels with the words inside my head
現在我以腦中構想的文字執筆寫下這些個虛幻小說
Played a hero and a villain
當過英雄和反派
I'm like superman gone bad
我就像黑化的超人
I'm just plotting for the win
只是在謀劃勝利罷了
And I'm living in pretend
而我佯裝不知
And I kinda sorta never wanna see your face again
我有點不想再見到你的面龐

And I cant fly away -
我無法遠走高飛
The other side is way tofar away
遙遠彼岸難以抵達
I'm stuck inside my brain
困於腦海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飄蕩過無邊際的雙極波

I'm with Alice in a wonderland
我和愛麗絲夢遊仙境
When paper hit the pen
當紙筆相碰
And she ask me where I've been
她問我去過哪裡
I said knowledge the real power
我答知識才是硬道理
I cant tell you where i been
我不能告訴你我去過哪裡
I cant tell you I what i know
不能告訴你我的所知
I cant tell you what i miss
不能告訴你我的所想
I cant tell you where i go
不能告訴你我的所向
So im feeling like my idea was right
故在我看來忽略夜裡生髮的
To ignore all my
種種邪念
Evil thoughts at night
我這麼想無疑是對的

And I cant fly away -
我無法遠走高飛
The other side is way to far away
遙遠彼岸難以抵達
I'm stuck inside my brain
困於腦海之中
And floating thru these long bi polar waves
心神飄蕩過無邊際的雙極波
(These long bipolar waves)
（無邊際的雙極波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（無邊際的雙極波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（無邊際的雙極波）
(These long bipolar waves)
（無邊際的雙極波）