MEMORIES!

Damn
真該死
Another pointless song about someone who doesn't give a shit about me
又給不在乎我的人寫了首無意義的歌

我回顧往昔
So I'm looking through my memories
卻深陷嫉妒中
Falling into jealousy
我怎能對你有所念呢
How can I miss you
你不過是我的宿敵
You're really just my enemy
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
我才不願英年早逝
And I don't wanna die young
因為我的命運絕不止於此
I know that's not my destiny
我回顧往昔

卻深陷嫉妒中
So I 'm looking through my memories
我怎能對你有所念呢
Falling into jealousy
你不過是我的宿敵
How can I miss you
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
You're really just my enemy
我才不願英年早逝
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
因為我的命運絕不止於此
And I don't wanna die young
我回顧往昔
I know that's not my destiny
卻深陷嫉妒中

我怎能對你有所念呢
So I'm looking through my memories
你不過是我的宿敵
Falling into jealousy
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
How can I miss you
我才不願英年早逝
You're really just my enemy
因為我的命運絕不止於此
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
我尋找著自己的宿命
And I don't wanna die young
踏上旅途為尋覓更好的自我
I know that's not my destiny
我不願傷你心

所以你最好儘早離去
Ya I'm searching for my destiny
我並非不愛你
Tripping for a better me
可我正飽受迷失之苦啊
I don't wanna break your heart
比起以你將我療愈
So you better leave
我不如放聲尖叫
It's not that I don't love you
我畏懼將心扉敞開
I' m just losing myself mentally
不敢用心去體悟
And yeah I'd rather scream
害怕困於自我腦海中
Than use you as my remedy
我也不知自己是否能被療愈

要是你本就不存在那該多好
I'm scared to open up
希望夢醒後一切都能結束
I'm scared to really feel
思緒的高潮能將我喚醒
Afraid of myown mind
我渴望有人能將你我救贖
I don't know if I will heal
空手離世
I wish that you weren't real
並非我的命運
I wish this ended when I woke up
我想我才是自己最大的敵人吧
And my high is my sobriety
為何我重溫回憶呢
I wish someone would save us
我回顧往昔

卻深陷嫉妒中
I know it's not my destiny
我怎能對你有所念呢
To die without a legacy
你不過是我的宿敵
I guess I am my enemy
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
Ya why'd I look through memories
我才不願英年早逝

因為我的命運絕不止於此
So I'm looking through my memories
我回顧往昔
Falling into jealousy
卻深陷嫉妒中
How can I miss you
我怎能對你有所念呢
You're really just my enemy
你不過是我的宿敵
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
And I don't wanna die young
我才不願英年早逝
I know that's not my destiny
因為我的命運絕不止於此

我回顧往昔
So I'm looking through my memories
卻深陷嫉妒中
Falling into jealousy
我怎能對你有所念呢
How can I miss you
你不過是我的宿敵
You're really just my enemy
就算我逐漸崩潰也得守住我的財產
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
我才不願英年早逝
And I don't wanna die young
因為我的命運絕不止於此
I know that's not my destiny

So I'm looking through my memories
Falling into jealousy
How can I miss you
You're really just my enemy
Breaking apart but I gotta hold my legacy
And I don't wanna die young
I know that's not my destiny