Need to Know

Washing out cigarettes in the bathroom
衛生間裡的吞雲吐霧
Should probably only give my opinion when I'm asked to
當被人問起的時候，我應該只給出自己的意見
I'm really good at telling the half truth but usually only when I have to
我還是挺擅長只告訴人們一部分真相的，但那也只是當我不得不說的時候
The money doesn't work, the chain doesn't work
錢沒什麼卵用，金鍊子也沒什麼卵用
Something broken in my brain, got me praying in the dirt
有時我腦內迸出的黑暗，嚇得我跪在塵土中祈禱
Got me stranded in my bed like I'm laying in the hearse
讓我像躺在靈車裡一樣僵硬的躺在床上
And the grass is always greener when you play on astroturf
人們總是喜新厭舊
Wonder why my generation poppin' pills and poppin' percs
我很好奇為什麼我們這一代這麼喜歡嗑小藥片兒和氧可酮（麻醉性鎮痛藥）
And got some weed and got some purp
大麻和紫飲
And got some bars and got some syurp
去泡吧，喝止咳糖漿
And got some Jordan's on my feet, I went and matched them with my shirt
走路穿喬丹，再配個差不多的襯衫
And I just Instagrammed them both to show you that I got them first
然後在把這兩新款單品拍照上傳Instagram，只是為了炫耀我是最先買到的
Got a Louis duffel bag, I got my girl a purse
給自己買了個Louis的行李箱，給我女人買了個錢包
I'm tryna find God through a purchase, I'm not tryna go to church
我通過買買買來尋找信仰，而不是去教堂
Amen, Satan, told me not to serve, I only think about myself, I only think about my work
阿門，撒旦，它告訴我無需苦修，唯一需要我去在意的，只有我自己
I only think about my come-up , capitalism
我只在意自己的收入和好處，資本主義style
Look at where we come from, we are what we run from
回首我們一開始的地方，現在的我們就是當初的我們追隨的目標
We are why we smoke some, so numb, so numb, so numb
我們的麻木，就是我們為何抽煙解愁的原因，如此的麻木
I'ma tell you what you need to know
我只告訴你你想要知道的
I'ma tell you what you need to hear
我只告訴你你想要聽到的
Cause the truth would be too much
因為真相，是生命不可承受之重
Yeah the truth would be, yeah the truth would be
是的，真相就是如此
I'ma tell you what you need to know
我只告訴你你想要知道的
I'ma tell you what you need to hear
我只告訴你你想要聽到的
Cause the truth would be too much
因為全部的真相，你根本承受不了
Yeah the truth would be, yeah the truth would be
是的，真相就是如此
I cry when she smile with her eyes closed
當她面帶微笑合上雙眼的時候我在痛哭
I'm already afraid of tight clothes
我開始害怕緊身衣
I want all her best friends to be white folks
“我想要她所有的朋友都是白人”
I scratched out this line so many times, I can't forget it
我在這句話下面劃了好幾道線，印象深刻
It's fucked up, I almost say it every time that I edit
太艹蛋了，幾乎每次編輯的時候我都會說一遍
I swear rapping make it easy to lie
講真，說唱讓說謊變得更加容易
But secrets don't make it easy to write
但是一些密事總是讓人無法下筆
I met the devil in Manhattan, quickly ended discussion
我在曼哈頓遇見的惡魔，迅速的結束了我內心的爭辯
I don't need a thing, he warned of repercussions
我什麼都不想要，他也警告過我反響會如何
But I know he come in all forms, that won't be his last visit
但我知道他會以各種方式出現，他下次還是會出現
Time is moving fast and I'm running with a pair of scissors
時間飛逝，我屁股後有利器逼著我向前奔跑
Looking in the mirror like, 'Damn that ain't my dad, is it?'
看著鏡子裡的自己，“幹，這不是我老爹嗎？ ”
He handed the torch but he ain't hold my hand in it
鏡中的他舉著火炬，但是他並沒有牽著我
I spent a pretty penny on microphones, many midis
我在麥克風、MIDI合成器、入耳耳機和CD上揮金如土
In-ears and CDs, I put the indie in Windy City
我在芝加哥空投獨立音樂大作
Indian giver, Black father , White liar
印第安給予者（送東西給人而後又索回的人），黑人父親（不負責），情場騙子
Right next to Yeezy like Mike Myers
就像Mike Myers，和侃爺排排坐
Stare at the cue cards, take out the juke parts
瞅著提示卡，把點唱的部分去掉
Take out the God references, just leave the cool parts
神級引用的部分去掉，只留下最帥的部分
I remember opening for Ben, wasn't no liquor at the show
我還記得那場禁酒，專門給ben開的說唱表演
And now the white girls call me nigga at my show
然而現在即使是白人女孩都在我的秀上叫我nigga
I wish that I could open twice, sit down at the open mic
我希望我可以重新開始，坐在打開的麥前
Go back to the day before I became famous over night
回到我一夜成名前的時光
I wish that I could open twice, sit down at the open mic
我希望我可以重新開始，坐在打開的麥前
Go back to the day before I became famous over night
回到我一夜成名前的時光
I'ma tell you what you need to know
我只告訴你你想要知道的
I'ma tell you what you need to hear
我只告訴你你想要聽到的
Cause the truth would be too much
因為真相，是生命不可承受之重
Yeah the truth would be, yeah the truth would be
真相就是如此，是的，就是如此
I'ma tell you what you need to know
我只告訴你你想要知道的
I'ma tell you what you need to hear
我只告訴你你想要聽到的
Cause the truth would be too much
因為全部的真相，你根本承受不了
Yeah the truth would be, yeah the truth would be...okay
是的，真相就是如此