when it rains it pours

Lost in every thought
I just cannot escape from me
Lately I hate being sober
I need space so I can breathe
Say I'm fine
But I know I'm not
Giving what I got but it's not enough
Feel the stress when I wake up
Only good at ***** up yeah yeah
At ***** up yeah yeah
I 'm a **** up yeah
Under preesure lately I been going through it
Unexpected outcomes hit me like a ******
Aye, what makes me happy? I don't even know
Stay at home because I can't relate to anyone
Aye, the people round me got me cautious
I gotta make it no other option yeah
No other option No other choice
No other option No other choice
No other option No other choice
No other option No other choice
Late at night getting faded
I been contemplating
'bout the things I'm facing
Pain from lost relations
Saying words you can't take back
Why you do this to me
When I wouldn't do it back
Getting mad I need to relax
I been working on these tracks
Make a milli for the fam
Tryna be a better man
Just know I been taking every chance
And all those who support me
Ima show you why I' m next,forreal though
Live fast got 90 on the dash
Lost love is all that I have yeah
Making moves but I'm so silent
Can't have my heart cause you'll never find it yeah
And I been speeding like a time-lapse
Labels hit me with the contracts I say ***that yeah
Feeling down gotta bounce back
Im making moves I'm steady working cause I can't lack
All these feelings stuck inside I can't reveal
**** a label I don't even need a deal
On my own so please don't hit my cell
I can do this And I'll do it by myself, yeah
I'll do it by myself, I don't need no help yeah
I'll do it by myself, I don't need no help yeah
Lost in every thought
I just cannot escape from me
Lately I hate being sober
I need space so I can breathe
Say I'm fine
But I know I'm not
Giving what I got but it's not enough
Feel the stress when I wake up
Only good at *** ** up yeah yeah