Losing Myself

Losing myself, Im losin (Im losin myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight
今晚，我找不回自己了
Ah, ah, ah
Dont even know where the **** youve been
不知道你又去了哪
Youre probably partying with all of your friends
也許是又和朋友出去狂歡了
All I ever did was give you myself (The real me)
我已經把我自己都交出來了
I know that Im not enough for you, girl, I could tell (But you see)
我知道，這還不夠
Envious, cause you found love, Im hurting (I feel weak)
真羨慕你，你已經找到了新歡，我卻還沒放下你
Obvious Im not enough, Im searching (Yeah, you see— I)
我知道我還不夠好，我在變好
Losing myself, Im losin (Im losin myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight (Losing myself)
今晚，我找不回自己了
You said you would never leave, girl, you promised me
你向我承諾過，你不會離開我
You made me really believe that you belonged to me
曾以為把你拿下了
Im self-loathin and tryna figure what is wrong with me
我對自己感到厭煩，想不出問題出在哪
Staring at my phone, wondering why you wont talk to me
痴痴地看著手機，不明白你為什麼不回我信息
How can we split? I always fall for your type
我該怎麼解脫，對於你這種類型的女孩我毫無抵抗力
The girl I cant save but I cant say even if I tried
即使我盡力了，我也無法留住你，無法說服你
I do this every time , I see the truth as a lie
我一直不承認這是事實
Think youre heartbroken then I start to stalk you online
以為你心碎了，我就開始在網上找你聊
And I, see your Instagrams on private
我看到你在空間發的照片
I wonder who youre hiding
到底是什麼讓你藏著掖著
Bout to make a fake account , just so I can find him
做個假賬，只為了能找到他
****, Im going crazynow and I cant deny it
我都快為你瘋狂了，並且無法自拔
Acting like Im happy is the way I disguise it
故作堅強是我最後的掩飾
Say I feel alive, no, when inside Im dying
嘴上說我還很好，與此同時已心如死灰
Pills and all the pain, but the pains steady rising
吃了藥，痛苦還是絲毫不減
I, cant let you see me like this
我不能讓你看到我落魄的樣子
Cause, God, I feel hella down
上帝啊，我感覺好沮喪
I wonder whos around when Im not around
我想知道我不在你身邊的時候，都是誰陪著你
I think of us every late night when I ride around
每一晚我都在想著我們
I think I might even drive through to your side of town
我想我甚至可以開車去你那邊
Im lost because someone will have found you
可我逐漸迷失了，因為有人已經接近了你
Youre a queen and someone will have crowned you
你是個小公主，時時刻刻有人圍著你
Yeah, we made a commitment, thats something Im still bound to
我們發過的誓，最終卻只有我一個人依然堅守著
Im tryna be me but I cant be me without you
我試著做真實的自己，但是失去了你，這變得很難
Im—
我...
Losing myself, Im losin (Im losin myself)
迷失了自己
Losing myself, tonight (Losing my, losing my, losing myself)
今晚，我找不回自己了
Losing my, losing myself
迷失了
I feel weak
感到虛脫乏力
Obvious Im not enough, Im searching
很明顯我還不夠好
Losing my, losing myself
逐漸
Losing my, losing myself
迷失...