Zach's Ballad

I dont really wanna talk about whats on my mind
Cant you tell me all the little things I cant define?
Like where were you last summer? And all through December?
Cant I remember anything but the golden times?
Maybe Ill find some peace of my mind
Maybe I wont, maybe I wont

Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why youre not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like Im drowning out
Forget about it, cant compensate no more
Maybe I stop questioning the meaning
Youd ask me what is real and
Maybe where my hands been ( Real)
But back in the day, I
Member my face, I
Romanticize the feeling, bottle up the reasons
I think I can make it
Ooh, sometimes I still wonder why youre not around
Sometimes I still think about it
Ooh, sometimes I still feel like Im drowning out
Forget about it, cant compensate no more

Im closing my eyes, ask if Im alive
No, Im just tired and cant fall asleep
Im really just fine, but I realize
I cant rely on you anymore