do you turn red? (Re imagined)

Do you turn red?
When I am freezing
I close my eyes and dream about it
I remember what I did
I'd fold and lose it
Then I'd wake up and scream in my bed

Yes, I'd remember everything
You'd look at me with eyes glistening
Then I'd turn red and feel like sinking
We'd howl about it in the morning
You would tell me everything
Not like it's desperate
I re-imagine every day
I know I magnify in my head
I'm scared I won't forget till I'm dead