Do You Turn Red? (Reimagined)

Do you turn red?
When I am freezing
I close my eyes and dream about it
I remember what I did
Id fold and lose it
Then Id wake up and scream in my bed

Yes, Id remember everything
Youd look at me with eyes glistening
Then Id turn red and feel like sinking
Wed howl about it in the morning
You would tell me everything
Not like its desperate
I re-imagine every day
I know I magnify in my head
Im scared I wont forget till Im dead