I Wanna Get Better

I Wanna Get Better - Bleachers
Hey I hear the voice
嘿,我聽到一位傳教士的聲音
Of the preacher from the back room
從角落的房間傳來
Calling my name and
呼喊著我的名字
I follow just to find you
為了找到你
I trace the faith
我追尋著聲音
To a broken down television
到了破舊的電視機前
And put on the weather
它正播報著天氣
And Ive trained myself
To give up on the past
我訓練自己
Cause I froze in time
放棄過去
Between hearses and caskets
因為我在靈車和棺材之間
Lost control when I
心冷絕望了
Panicked at the acid test
當我面對著嚴峻考驗
I wanna get better
我驚慌失措失去控制
While my friends were getting high
我想變得更好
And chasing girls down parkway lines
I was losing my mind
當我的朋友玩得越來越瘋
Because the love
在林蔭路上追著女孩
The love, the love
我悵然若失
The love, the love
因為愛情
that I gave
因為愛情因為愛的人
Wasted on a nice face
因為愛情因為愛的人
In a blaze of fear
因為我付出的愛
I put a helmet on a helmet
浪費了一張漂亮的面容
Counting seconds through a night
在恐懼的火焰中
And got carried away
我戴上頭盔
So now Im standing on the overpass
數了一個晚上的數
Screaming at the cars, hey
應該不會再恐懼了
I wanna get better
現在我站在天橋
I didnt know I was lonely
對著車流大聲叫喊
Til I saw your face
I wanna get better
我想要變好起來
Better, better, better
我不知道我的孤獨
I wanna get better
直到看到你的面容
I didnt know I was broken
我想要變好起來
Til I wanted to change
好起來好起來
I wanna get better
我想要變好起來
Better, better, better
我不知道我已墮落
I wanna get better
直到我想改變
I go up to my room
我想要變好起來
And theres girls on the ceiling
好起來好起來
Cut out theirpictures
我想要好起來
And I chase that feeling
Of an eighteen year old
回到我的房間
Who didnt know
女孩的照片還在天花板上
What loss was
剪下她們的照片
Now Im a stranger
我追逐這種
And I miss the days
像是18歲時候的感覺
Of a life still permanent
誰也不知道
Mourn the years
誰悵然所失著什麼
Before I got carried away
現在我像是個陌生人
So now Im staring at the interstate
Screaming at myself, hey
我想念
I wanna get better
那承諾永遠的日子
I didnt know I was lonely
在我忘記以前
Til I saw your face
哀悼似水年華
I wanna get better
所以現在我盯著州際公路
Better, better, better
對自己吶喊嘿
I wanna get better
I didnt know I was broken
我想要變好起來
Til I wanted to change
我不知道我的孤獨
I wanna get better
直到看到你的面容
Better, better, better
我想要變好起來
I wanna get better
好起來好起來
Cause Im sleeping in the back of a taxi
我想要變好起來
Im screaming from my bedroom window
我不知道我已墮落
Even if its gonna kill me
直到我想改變
Woke up this morning
我想要變好起來
Early before my family
好起來好起來
From this dream
我想要變好起來
Where she was trying to show me
因為我一輛出租車的後座上睡著了
How a life
我在臥室的窗戶尖叫
Can move from the darkness
儘管那樣很危險
She said to get better
So I put a bullet
今天早上醒來
Where I should have put a helmet
家人還沒有醒來
And I crash my car
夢中
Cause I wanna get carried away
她是想給我看
Thats why Im standing on the overpass
如何才能
Screaming at myself, hey
在黑暗中繼續生活
I wanna get better
她說會好起來的
I didnt know I was lonely
Til I saw your face
所以我在本來戴上頭盔的地方
I wanna get better
放了顆子彈
Better, better, better
撞擊著我的車
I wanna get better
因為我想忘記一切
I didnt know I was broken
這就是我站在天橋的原因
Til I wanted to change
對自己吶喊嘿
I wanna get better
Better, better, better
我想要變好起來
I wanna get better
我不知道我的孤獨