Stronger Than I Was

You used to say that I'd never be nothing without you
你曾对我说没有了你我什么都不是
And I believe I'm striding the roads, I guess I can't breathe
而我如今相信了，我在路上漫无目的地走着，我猜我已不能呼吸
Just lay here with me, baby, hold me please
只是和我躺在这里，宝贝，请抱着我
And I beg and I plead, drop to knees
我跪下来求了你一次又一次
And I cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
我哭着，尖叫着，宝贝，请你不要离开
Snatch the keys from your hand
我从你手里抢过钥匙
I would squeeze and you'd laugh
紧紧地攥在手里，你却在一旁大笑
And you'd tease, you're just fucking with me
你嘲笑我不过是你的床伴而已
And you must hate me
你必然是讨厌我的
Why do you date me if you say I make you sick?
如果说我令你恶心，又为何要和我约会
And you've had enough of me
是你已经受够了我，
I smother you, I'm 'bout to jump off the edge
既然我令你窒息，那我自己离你远去就好
But you won't break me
但是你不会击垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只会让我比曾经更加坚强
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前让我告诉你，信不信即使没有你我依然可以过得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非爱得太勇，就不会摔得太惨
I'll get back up and uhhh
我将会卷土重来并且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍旧会保持着谦逊，当我大喊f**u之时
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因为我比以前的自己更加强大
A beautiful face is all that you had
你所拥有的全部不过是一张漂亮的脸蛋
Cause on the inside you're ugly, man
因为你的内在太过丑陋
But you're all that I love
但你就是我全部的爱
Aggressed, you can't leave
你再向我挑衅，你也不可能离开
Please stay here with me, baby, hold me please
请在这里陪着我，宝贝，请抱紧我
And I'd beg and I plead, drop to knees
我跪在你面前，一次又一次地乞求
And I'd cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
我哭着，尖叫着，宝贝，求求你不要离开
Cause you left and you took everything I had left
因为你的离开将会带走我所有的所有
And left nothing, nothing for me
什么都不剩，我一无所有
So please don't wake me from this dream, baby
所以求你不要将我从梦中叫醒
We're still together in my head
在我的世界里我们仍旧在一起
And you're still in love with me
你依然与我相爱
Till I woke up to discover that that dream was dead
直到我自己醒来发现那个梦早已灰飞烟灭
But you won't break me
但是你不会击垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只会让我比曾经更加坚强
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前让我告诉你，信不信即使没有你我依然可以过得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非爱得太勇，就不会摔得太惨
I'll get back up and uhhh
我将会卷土重来并且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍旧会保持着谦逊，当我大喊f**u之时
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因为我比以前的自己更加强大
You walked out, I almost died
你离我而去，我无法再活下去
It was almost a homicide that you caused cause I was so traumatized
是你一手创造了一个杀人犯，因为我已经心痛得无以复加
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
我好像正在颠簸的大巴上经历一场漫长的旅程
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
我宁愿死去也不愿意你不在我身边
Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
我已经无法计算呕吐哭泣了多少次
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh
走进我的房间，打开收音机藏在角落
We were Bonnie and Clyde
我们应如同Bonnie和Clyde一样亲密
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I
不，不是，其实深究内心你是Jekyll而我是Hyde
Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
我和你的所有关系看起来不过只是个谎言
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
那是你和我啊，为什么我觉得那是战争与死亡的结合
Cause if you could've took my life you would've
因为如果你能够掌控我的生活你早就会控制了我
It's like you put a knife to my chest and pushed it right through to the
那好像你将一把匕首直捅进我的胸膛，
Other side of my pack and stuck a spike, too, should've
穿透了我的背，然后刺进一根长钉
Put up more of a fight, but I couldn't at the time
我们本应为此更加努力，但是我却已经没有了时间
No one could hurt me like you could've
没有一个人可以像你那样伤害我
Take you back now, what's the likelihood of that?
现在挽回你又有多大可能性
Bite me, bitch, chewing on a nineteen footer
bitch，来咬我吧，就像品尝19岁的肉体
Cause this morning I finally stood up
因为这个早上是我最后一次雄起
Held my chin up, finally showed a sign of life in me for the
我抬起头，终于可以宣告我第一次感受到源自我体内的生命气息
First time since you left me and left me with nothing but shattered dreams
自从你离开我，带走了我的一切，只剩下我们支离破碎的梦境
And a life we could've had and we could've been
和消逝的我们本该有的生活之后
But I'm breaking out of this slump I'm in
但是我挣扎着从自暴自弃中脱身
Pulling myself out of the dumps once again
我再一次把自己拉出泥沼
I'm getting up once and for all, fuck this shit
我彻底崛起之时，为了这一切，**
I'mma be late for the pity party
我可能将要迟到这次同情的聚会
But you're never gonna beat me to the fucking punch again
但是你将永远不可能再将我伤害得千疮百孔
Took it on the chin like a champ so don't lump me in with the chumpy ends
把那些悲伤已放在嘴里嚼出滋味。所以别再把我扔进那傻逼的结局
I'm done being your punching bag
我不过是你的沙袋
It was the November 31st today, would've been our anniversary
11月31日的今天，本将是我们两周年的纪念日
Two years, but you left on the first of May
但是你却在5月1日离开了我
I wrote it on the calender, was gonna call, but couldn't think of the words to say
我在日历上画出这些日期，想着给你打电话问候，却想不出有什么话可说
But it came to me just now, so I put 'em in a verse to lay
但是那些话刚刚在我脑海中浮现，所以我现在将它们写成诗篇
And I thank you cause you made me a better person than I was
我想感谢你因为是你让我成为了更优秀的人
But I hate you cause you drained me
但是我也憎恨你因为更是你屠杀了我
I gave you all, you gave me none
我给了你所有，你什么都没有回赠
But if you blame me, you're crazy
但是如果你责备我，你确实是疯了
And after all that's said and done
在说了和做了那些之后
I'm still angry, yeah, I maybe
是的，我也许还是怒火中烧
I may never trust someone
我再也不会相信任何人
But you won't break me
但是你不会击垮我
You'll just make me stronger than I was
你只会让我比曾经更加坚强
Before I let you, I bet you I'll be just fine without you
在我放手之前让我告诉你，信不信即使没有你我依然可以过得很好
And if I stumble, I won't crumble
若非爱得太勇，就不会摔得太惨
I'll get back up and uhhh
我将会卷土重来并且更加昂首挺胸
And I'mma still be humble when I scream fuck you
而且我仍旧会保持着谦逊，当我大喊f**u之时
Cause I'm stronger than I was
因为我比以前的自己更加强大