Jealous Of My Friends

Wake up in my own bed
在我的床上苏醒过来
And there's no one there to take up any space
即便身旁与内心深处都空无一人
I'm never getting sick of it
可我从不为此感到厌倦
Have my breakfast on the floor
趴在地上吃着早饭
And leave some breadcrumbs I ignore without complaints
面包屑掉在地上 我选择毫无怨言地视而不见
There's no one there to pick on me
又没人会来指责我
But sometimes, when I go to sleep
可有时 当我即将入睡
And all I have is me
我才发现 小丑竟是我自己
I would like to share my sheets
我好想有个人能
With somebody
与我共枕入眠
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
当然啦 我确实对我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他们老是喜欢凡尔赛
To be in a relationship
自己恋爱多么美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
还说从未有过如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承认 我也正想念着曾经的恋情
I'm so good at being alone
可我已经习惯独处了
I thought I almost don't remember how it felt
我想我也基本忘掉
The time I was in love with love
那些曾恋爱过的甜蜜时光
I'm so comfy in my role
我现在对我自己很满意了
Of having power and control of how things end
有自主判断的能力 自力更生
And that way I'm not getting dumb
所以我不会对此感到麻木
But sometimes when my thoughts runs deep
可有时 当我陷入沉思
And all I have is me
我才发现 小丑竟是我自己
I would like to share my feels
我好想有个人能
With somebody
同我互相倾诉 相互慰藉
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
当然啦 我确实对我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他们老是喜欢凡尔赛
To be in a relationship
自己恋爱多么美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
还说从未有过如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承认 我也正想念着曾经的恋情
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
当然啦 我确实对我朋友心生嫉妒
They post a lot of photos from their couples only dinner
他们社交账号上都是他们和对象成双成对 共进晚餐的照片
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
此时此刻 我却像孤独的小丑一样独自进食
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承认 我也正想念着曾经的恋情
I'm starting to get tired of myself
我已经厌倦孤独的自我了
Just like romantic movies
假如我身处恋爱电影之中
I would like the happy ending
本仙女也想要甜甜的恋爱结局嘛
It's time for me to let somebody in
是时候该找个对象了
So don't you break my heart
所以你可千万别让我为情所伤
Of course I'm getting jealous of my friends
当然啦 我确实对我朋友心生嫉妒
They say how much they really love
他们老是喜欢凡尔赛
To be in a relationship
自己恋爱多么美好吧啦吧啦
And never have been happier than this
还说从未有过如此的幸福
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承认 我也正想念着曾经的恋情
I'm so jealous
我真是个小丑
So ****ing, ****ing jealous of my friends
我是真的真的好嫉妒我那群朋友
They post a lot of photos from their couples only dinner
他们社交账号上都是他们和对象成双成对 共进晚餐的照片
While I'm by myself and eating in my sweats
此时此刻 我却像孤独的小丑一样独自进食
I gotta admit, a part of me is missing it
好吧我承认 我也正想念着曾经的恋情