Insecurities

Dear, dear diary where to start?
亲爱的，这本日记该从何说起
I think I suffer from a troubled heart
我的心里小鹿乱撞
Let me share my theories
让我与你分享一下我的理论
They come in three parts
我把它分为三个部分
First of all, I doubt myself
首先呢，我自我怀疑
Second one is that I tend to dwell
第二呢，我胡思乱想
Third is up, lonely as hell
第三呢，我顾影自怜
What a mess
真是一团糟
I'm sorry it took me all this time
很抱歉花了我这么长时间
To confess my mental crimes
坦白我的精神罪行
But I think I'm ready now
但我想我现在准备好了
So let me introduce you to my mind
那让我把你介绍给我自己

填补我的不安全感
Meet my insecurities
数一下 1，2，3
Let's count in, one, two, three
不聪明，也不像明星漂亮
Not smart, not pretty like a star
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很坚强
Not weak, not tough
并不是尽善尽美
Not nearly good enough
我需要填补我的不安全感
Meet my insecurities
数一下 1，2，3
Let's count in, one, two, three
我并不像洋娃娃一样弱不禁风
Not small, not skinny like a doll
不算和蔼，也谈不上粗鲁
Not sleak, not rough
并不是尽善尽美
Not nearly good enough
镜子，镜子，镜子，墙上的镜子

当我酩酊大醉，我痛苦不堪
Mirror, mirror, mirror, mirror on the wall
你看不见我的痛苦吗？
I get anxious when I alcohol
或者你根本不在乎？
Can't you see my agony?
人云亦云的都是爱护自己
Or don't you care at all?
但缺乏信心岂不也是大错特错？
All they ever say is to love yourself
我知道，所有人都明白
But is it wrong to lack some confidence?
我们都明白
I know they can feel it too
很抱歉花了我这么长时间
We all do
坦白我的精神罪行
I'm sorry it took me all this time
但我想我现在准备好了
To confess my mental crimes
那让我把你介绍给我自己
But I think I'm ready now
填补我的不安全感
So let me introduce you to my mind
数一下 1，2，3

不聪明，也不像明星漂亮
Meet my insecurities
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很坚强
Let's count in, one, two, three
并不是尽善尽美
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我需要填补我的不安全感
Not weak, not tough
数一下 1，2，3
Not nearly good enough
我并不像洋娃娃一样弱不禁风
Meet my insecurities
不算和蔼，也谈不上粗鲁
Let's count in, one, two, three
并不是尽善尽美
Not small, not skinny like a doll
不知道从何说起
Not sleak, not rough
自卑就好像在我的皮肤下面藏匿着
Not nearly good enough
看着一切如它所愿

蚕食着我的自信心
Don't know where to start
但是我不会让它如愿的
It's like they're crawling down beneath under my skin
我需要填补我的不安全感
Seems like all they want
数一下 1，2，3
Feed of my confidence again
不聪明，也不像明星漂亮
But I won't let them win
不是柔弱不堪，但也不是很坚强

并不是尽善尽美
Meet my insecurities
我需要填补我的不安全感
Let's count in, one, two, three
数一下 1，2，3
Not smart, not pretty like a star
我并不像洋娃娃一样弱不禁风
Not weak, not tough
不算和蔼，也谈不上粗鲁
Not nearly good enough
并不是尽善尽美
Meet my insecurities
Let's count in, one, two, three
Not small, not skinny like a doll
Not sleak, not rough
Not nearly good enough