Deathwish

Once upon a long long time ago
很久之前
I used to have these dreams I thought
我有这样的一些想法
One day I'd find some purpose
我会找到自己的目的
Over time I've realized I am not
随着时间前进我意识到并不能
Conquering the things I fear
征服我恐惧的事物
Capable of breaking through
或是有重大的突破
Lost the things I once held dear
失去了珍视的东西
I don't know what the **** to do
我不知道该干什么
Left beliefs that once defined me
只留下了人生信条
My best days are long behind me
最好的时光离我远去
Half the time I'm breathing in
仍然余有一半的人生
I'm dreaming of the day I finally stop
希望有一天可以停止呼吸
Check my feelings at the door
在门口调整我的情感
I don't know what I'm fighting for
不知道为了什么奋斗
I used to pray that things would change
过去常常祈祷世界发生改变
But now I'm well aware they're not
现在很清醒一切都不会改变
Cause I used to say
因为我曾说
Everything will be alright
一切都会好起来的
But it never will be
但从未发生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你联系我
And say you should come out tonight
你总说今晚我应该出来
I just bought an ounce
I'm gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度过今晚
Yeah
Yeah
Stop ******* telling me I'm fine
请别告诉我我很好
I hate the way you keep your cool
讨厌你冷静的样子
I'm aware you're always right
我知道你总是对的
Go on and play me for the fool
继续把我当愚者耍
Take the blood out of my veins
抽出我血管中的血
Go on do your worst to me
继续对我做最坏事
I wouldn't wish this type of pain
不想要这样的痛苦
On my own worst enemy
来自我最讨厌的人
Lay in bed but never sleep
躺在床上难以入睡
I tried to fight but I'm too weak
尝试反抗却力不足
And everytime I try to speak
每次我想表达自己时
I end up drunk and sobbing on the floor
最终都会发展成醉倒在地上哭泣
Heared you're doing better now
听闻你近来安好
It makes it worse I don't know how
我的感受更糟糕
The world keeps turning I can't breathe
这个世界不停的改变着
I just can't do this anymore
甚至呼吸都觉得困难了
Cause I used to say
因为我曾说
Everything will be alright
一切都会好起来的
But it never will be
但从未发生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你联系我
And say you should come out tonight
你总说今晚我应该出来
I just bought an ounce
I'm gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度过今晚
Yeah
Yeah
I used to pray that everything would be alright
曾祈祷一切都好起来
But nothing could hear me
没有人听到我的诉求
Cause there's nothing
因为根本没有人在听
Nothing at all
一个都没有
Cause I used to say
因为我曾说
Everything will be alright
一切都会好起来的
But it never will be
但从未发生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I hate when you call
不想你联系我
And say you should come out tonight
你总说今晚我应该出来
I just bought an ounce
I'm gonna smoke it instead
我要用它度过今晚
I used to pray
曾祈祷
Everything would be alright
一切都好起来
But it never will be
但从未发生
So I stay in my bed
只好躺在床上
And I won't take your call
断绝和你的联系
I'm not going out tonight
今晚我不会出去
I'll never be alright
我永远不会好起来
I wish I was dead
我希望我已经死了
Yeah
Yeah
I used to pray that everything would be alright
曾祈祷一切都好起来
But it never will be
但从未发生
I wish I
我希望
Wish I was dead
我已经死了