worried

Whxami:
Said I've been away for awhile
距我离你而去已经有一段时间了
And now I still don't know how I'ma go about it
现在我混乱的思绪无处安放
So whatchu know about it?
你能感同身受吗？
Well ain't it perfect?
我从屋顶上坠亡
I fell through the tiles
这样的方式不是很完美吗？
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
猩红的血液流向四周
My arms are cold and bloody
手臂冰冷 鲜血淋漓
And I've been distant for a very long time
我早已觉得人生不值得
I still don't know how she feel about me
但我还是不知道她有没有动心
I get to thinking about it
我开始思索我该如何消逝
Well ain't it perfect?
我从屋顶上坠亡
I fell through the tiles
这样的方式不是很完美吗？
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
血流成河
This is my suicide, I guess she know
我想我的自杀，她会知道的
I've been worried being broke
我一直都在担心某天我会支离破碎
Worried being alone
担心我会孤独终老
Worried I'ma die young
担心我会英年早逝
And suffer if I grow old
年岁增长 痛苦加剧
And I'm tired of these nights spent crying
我厌倦了靠泪水熬过的漫漫黑夜
While I justify it for why I never pick up the phone
当我为自己从不接电话的原因辩护时
You wanted me to be honest, well then baby you got it
你希望我能坦诚，那么宝贝，你做到了
Everyone afraid to die is somehow suicidal
每个害怕死亡的人都有自杀倾向
And I spend a lot time in my head tryna fight it
我花了数不清的时间去尝试和心魔抗衡
Fxck it, I ain't keeping secrets to myself
对不起，我没能藏住那个黑暗的自己
What's the problem? I've been worried about my health, my obsessive order
是什么让我身陷困境？
Worried I'ma never prove everybody else wrong
我一直都在担心我的身体，担心我的强迫症
That I can do the sh1t I want, fxck following orders
担心我从来不会证明别人都错了
Worried that I'm just a joke stuck wallowing off
我可以做任何我想做的事，不屑于循规蹈矩
My depressive mindset just wanna let go
但我怕到头来我只是一个愚蠢至极的笑话
And I'm tired of the fact it's hard trying to fix artists, so I'm off this
我的抑郁心态就想对一切的一切彻底放手
This is me, isn't this what you wanted?
我厌倦了要成为艺术家的困难重重，
So I thought, and I'm lost, tell where is you goin'?
所以我选择放弃
Said I've been away for awhile
这就是真实的我，这是你想要的那个我吗？
And now I still don't know how I'ma go about it
我想，我已经迷失了自我，你能否告诉我怎样去到你的身边？
So whatchu know about it?
距我离你而去已经有一段时间了
Well ain't it perfect?
而我还是不知道我该怎样做
I fell through the tiles
你能感同身受吗？
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
我从屋顶上坠落
My arms are cold and bloody
这不是完美的自杀方式吗？
And I've been distant for a very long time
血液汇成血泊
I still don't know how she feel about me
手臂冰冷 鲜血淋漓
I get to thinking about it
我早已感到人生不值得
Well ain't it perfect?
但我还是不知道她有没有对我动心
I fell through the tiles
我开始思索
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
我从屋顶坠亡的自杀方式
This is my suicide, I guess she know
难道不是完美的吗？
Lil Xtra:
血液飞溅，染红我的四周
Yeah, I know I've been distant
我想我的自杀，她会知道的
I tried to listen to the words that you said
But I'm feeling resistant
是的，我知道我一直都与世界疏远
Black hole of emotions, my whole existence
我尝试着去倾听你的话语
I deserve everything but forgiveness
但我有点抗拒
Earning my way, but I can't buy health
我的存在就是感情的黑洞
Depressing the impressions of givin' in the wealth
一切都是我应得的，唯独不包括宽恕
Everyone searching for the man himself
自食其力，但我却买不到健康
Tryna find another path to the way that we felt
压抑着被施舍的感受
Through the drugs and the sex and the life I lived
每个人都在寻找着真正的自己
To be honest, I ain't really got much to give
尝试着找到我们真正想走的路
Abridged my life story to save the kids
dupin，性，这就是我一团糟的生活
And I don't even know what the problem is
说实话，我真的没有多少可以给予
But I know that I'm done smoking mids
为了给孩子们一个反面教材，我节录了我的人生故事
I'm done being broke with no accomplishments
而我甚至不知道问题到底出在哪里
I'm done being a joke to your accomplices
但我戒烟了
And now I'm rolling smoke with confidence
我受够了一文不名的日子
Because I know myself, and I know the way that I am
我不想再和你的同伙周旋
Motherfxcker, come and make my day
烟雾缭绕，自信归来
Y'all laughed, tryna say that I won't make my way
只因我了解我自己，我清清楚楚的知道我是谁
So don't ask about the motherfxcking cash I make
tmd,来让我高兴一下
I'm doing fine
你们都在讥笑，你们想说我永远不会成功是吗
Don't know your name, I'm just tryna make mine
所以就别来问我赚了多少钞票
You're all the same and I'm done being nice
我一切都好
Fxck being famous, your soul is the price
我根本不关心你姓甚名谁，我只想做好我自己的事
I hope that I'm wrong but I'm probably right
你们都是同类，而我是不友善的那一个
So I'm iso'
要想成名，你的灵魂就是代价
I might go get psycho
我希望我所说的都是错的，但我言之有道
'Cause I'm ice cold
所以我的话不无道理
You might know that I fight so let's cut it
我可能要疯了吧
Making my music is all that I got these days
因为我如冰一样寒冷
I feel no embrace, I can't see your face
你也许知道我内心的挣扎，我们让这一切停止吧
Whxami:
这些天我唯一能做的就是写歌
Said I've been away for awhile
我感受不到拥抱，我看不清你的脸庞
And now I still don't know how I'ma go about it
So whatchu know about it?
距我离你而去已经有一段时间了
Well ain't it perfect?
而我还是不知道怎样做
I fell through the tiles
你能感同身受吗？
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
我从屋顶坠亡
My arms are cold and bloody
这样的自杀方式完美吗？
And I've been distant for a very long time
鲜血凝固在我的四周
I still don't know how she feel about me
手臂冰冷 鲜血淋漓
I get to thinking about it
我早已对人世没有了眷恋
Well ain't it perfect?
但我还是想知道她有没有对我心动
I fell through the tiles
我不禁去想
I'm bleeding out onto the floor around me
我从屋顶坠亡的自杀方式
This is my suicide, I guess she know
是不是足够完美？