pretty sad

我知道傷心欲絕的我寫下這一切你不會喜歡
I know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
當你受挫時希望你能微笑如初
Wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
我呼吸艱難請不要轉身離去
Yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
我在述說我們的問題，而你卻在思念你的父母
I be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad
但當我問及你時我才知道你真的很想他們
You miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
我愛你的真情實感，但在你美麗的外表下卻是難以掩蓋的悲傷
Love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
你知道即使徒勞我也依舊愛你
And you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
親愛的你是我的一切，我為我的喜怒哀常而道歉
Baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood
無法言說我多麼信任你
Baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
若你能吐露心腸,我樂意幫忙
I'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
整夜的哭泣不是抑鬱那是心魔的詛咒
You be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
你是我為之奮戰過的女孩
You're the girl that i've been fightn for
但你認為自己糟透了
But you think you're the worst
就像每當我凝視你的眼眸
It's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
我發誓世界上沒有能比擬的
Nothin in the world could ever compare, no
(當我愛上你的時候）
(When i fell for you i dove)
(直到最後我才能坦然地說我失了希望）
(Finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope)
當你思念我的臉龐，你的心是否為之沉淪
Do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
這讓你沉入夢鄉亦或是夜不能寐
Does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
你看見我進入你的夢境嗎，你知道我的靈魂縈繞在你的睡眠中嗎
Do you see me in your dreams , do i haunt you in your sleep
你期望我是你的心之所向嗎
Do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be
我不能承受所有重負都擔於我肩
I can't take it all the pressure on my back
希望我不再是昔日那個備受斥責的自己
Wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
我總是手無足措，我不曾進入沉睡
I can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
祈望我是你需要的一切
Wishin i was everything you wanted me to be
可我忍受不了我曾毀壞的一切
No i can't take this i've been breakin
你的音容笑貌仍會浮現在我的腦海中
You stay on my mind
半世文字都關乎於你
Half the time i write about you
精疲力盡已無力嘗試
I don't wanna try
就像每當我凝視你的眼眸
It's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
我發誓世界上沒有能比擬的
Nothin in the world could ever compare, no
(當我愛上你的時候）
(When i fell for you i dove)
(直到最後我才能坦然地說我失去了希望）
(Finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope)
我所做的一切都讓我倍感壓力
I can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
感覺我很飄渺從未把筆放下
Feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
消去每句歌詞的我都是一個威脅
And murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
抹去每條音軌我就會獲得死亡筆記
Killin every track like i got a fxckin deathnote