terrified

I've been sleepin alone
夙夜難寐
I'm dyin to know
我渴望知道
Why everybody's hittin my phone
為什麼每個人都打我的電話
They gettin the tone
他們聽到了聲音
And everybody's talkin that ****
人們侃侃而談
But they wouldn't know
他們永遠不會得知
You ain't never talked to the kid
你從來沒跟那孩子說過話
Like how you think it would go
就如同你所想的
I'm so terrified
我恐慌不已
And i done lost all my hope
我失去了所有的希望
I'm so terrified
也害怕失去你
If you would press me for ****
若你逼我離開
And i'm like proof where it at
我恰巧能證明問題所在
And you got nothin to show
而你什麼也沒說
Then you'll be turnin your back
轉身而立
I get everything i work for
我得到了祈求的一切
F*ck you b*tch i earned it
我得到它了
I might be a kid,at least i'm grindin for a purpose
我可能是個孩子，但至少我是有目的的
I might be nineteen,at least i'm makin sure its workin
我可能只有19歲，但至少我確信這是可行的
Writing out my thoughts,to clear my head from all the hurtin
執筆心中所想讓我的頭腦遠離所有的傷害
I'm so terrified
心有餘悸
And i done lost all my hope
我失去了所有的希望
I'm so terrified..
惴惴不安
He tells you he loves you then makes you cry
他告訴你他愛你，然後讓你哭
Then you call me up cause you know i'm nice
然後你打電話給我這個備胎
But you f*cked things up,now you f*cked things twice
但是你把事情搞砸了一次兩次
Now you're on my mind,now you're all i write
你佔據我的腦海你是我的全部
Now i'm in your head while you're in his bed
你睡在他床卻想著我
No i won't forgive now i can't forget
永不原諒永不忘記
I'm so tired of wasting time
我厭倦了浪費時間
You're all i wanted but never needed
你是我想要的一切，卻從未被需要
I'm so terrified
夜不能寐
And i done lost all my hope
我失去了所有的希望
I'm so terrified
你是我的陰影