What I Know Now

You still hear every word that they say, but
“你仍然能在腦海內聽到他們所說的每句話，但
These days they aint making no sound
其實這些天他們並沒有發出任何聲音”
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
你使我覺得自己好似已經瘋狂
Wish I knew then what I know now
真希望曾經的我能知道我現在所了解的一切
You dont know what I been through
你根本不理解我過去的經歷
So who are you to judge me? (judge me)
那為什麼用你的眼光來評判我？
Still dont know if I believe if theres anything above me (above me)
仍然不知我能否信仰那些須有的在我之上的事物
(Lets go) Ive been done for so long want feel something (something)
我已經麻木瞭如此久，想要對世間萬物有所感觸
Look in the mirror, I dont like who Im becoming (becoming)
我盯著鏡子，我不喜歡我現在鏡中慢慢腐爛的樣子
I dont know my place
我不知道我此時身在何處
I done lost my ways
我好似已經迷失了方向
But I wont break
但我永遠不會崩潰離散
I dont know my place
我不知道我究竟在何位置
I done lost my ways
我貌似已經模糊了頭腦
But I wont break
但我永遠不會支離破碎

“你仍然能在腦海內聽到他們所說的每句話，但
You still hear every word that they say, but
其實這些天他們並沒有發出任何聲音”
These days they aint making no sound
你使我覺得自己好似已經瘋狂
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
真希望曾經的我能知道我現在所了解的一切
Wish I knew then what I know now
沒有人，是被迷失的
Nobody, is lost
大家都心知肚明
Keep it all inside
但你還是裝作驚狂使我覺得自己已經失去神智
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
真希望曾經的自己能知道現在我所了解的一切
Wish I knew then what I know now
不，此處禁止越界

當他們產生懷疑的時候知道如何行動
Uh, No out of circle allowed
當我來回踱步思考時，真相是否是我想像的那樣？
Know how to move when they doubt
你就跟那些跳梁小丑直接了斷好了
Know what the truth when Im moving around
但你不聽勸解還是和他們鬼混在一起
Say you through with them clowns
雖然只是有時而已，在我的私信裡
But you still **** around with them
看看我擁有的這些豪華跑車
Every now and then, in my DMs
大多數時候，我只和那些人接觸一次，之後就不會再聯繫了
See the different cars I be in
為了你，我小心行事，卻不知為何
Most of the time I just be with them once then dont call em again
我向來不習慣用剎車，所以一旦關上門你也跑不掉了
But for you I play it safe, dont know why
把她拉進我的私人飛機，與之前幾架不同品系
I aint used to using brakes once I close the door you cant escape
我想讓她感受不一樣的體驗
Putting KK in a plane, different strains
那些小丑只是嘴上過癮，其實背後連撐腰的都沒有
Got her feeling different things
我鍾情大一點的飛機
They just talk, still aint the gang
再來兩杯杜松子酒或者幾瓶香檳
I like bigger planes
戴著鑽石項鍊，女孩們都能一眼認出我來
Two glasses of gin, bottles of champagne
所以你決定是去是留？
Diamond chains, ******* know my name
“你仍然能在腦海內聽到他們所說的每句話，但
Is you leaving or staying?
其實這些天他們並沒有發出任何聲音”

你使我覺得自己好似已經瘋狂
You still hear every word that they say, but
真希望曾經的我能知道我現在所了解的一切
These days they aint making no sound
沒有人，是愚蠢的
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
避而不談
Wish I knew then what I know now
而你卻故作驚狂使我覺得自己發狂
Nobody, is lost
只希望以前的我能夠知道我現在知道的一切
Keep it all inside
沒有人，是被迷失的
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
大家都心如明鏡
Wish I knew then what I know now
只是你掌握著我讓我覺得自己失去神智
Nobody, is lost
而這些不為人知的陰暗就是我所知道的一切的一切
Keep it all inside
You still had me thinking that Im crazy
These shadows is what I know now