Long Lost Penpal

Hello,Do you remember me
你好 還記得我麼？
I am your long lost pen pal
我是你久別的筆友
It must have been ten years ago we last wrote
距離我們上次通信已經過了十年了吧
I don't really know what happened
我不知道我們發生了什麼
I guess life came in the way
或許生活本該如此
Let me know if you're still alive
讓我知道你還活著麼
Let me know if you ever used that knife or not
讓我知道你還用過小刀傷害自己麼

Hello,Yes I remember you
你好我一直記得你
I've got a husband and two children now
我結婚了還有了兩個孩子
I work as an accountant and make fairly good money
我在做一名會計師也有了可觀的收入
I still have your letters, you used a pink pen to write them
我一直保存著你的來信你用粉色筆寫的那些信
And you would comfort me
你用來安慰我的那些信
when my tears would stain the ink
當我寄給你的信文字被淚水浸染時
And I would send you mix tapes with Kate Bush on
我也會送你一些Kate bush的混合磁帶

I have to admit I sometimes lied in those letters
其實我承認，我在信中說過謊
Tried to make life better than it was
試著把自己的生活描繪的比現實更好
I still wasn't kissed at sixteen
十六歲的時候我並沒有和人接吻
And I still need a friend
我仍然需要你朋友

There was this letter
有這麼一封信
I never told you this back then
我從未告訴過你
But it would be fair to say it saved my life
說實話它們救了我的命
I sat in the window
獨坐窗邊
The only one left out from a party again
我又一次成為那個唯一被派對遺忘的人
Pretty sure I didn't have a single friend
我很確定我一個朋友也沒有
Then I checked the mailbox
然後我就會去檢查我的信箱

Dear long lost penpal
久別的親愛的筆友
I was lying the whole time
自始至終我都在說謊
I 'm really a 46 years old man named Luke
其實我是一個46歲的老男人我叫Luke
I have three children
我有三個孩子
and a wife, she doesn't care
還有一個壓根不關心我的妻子
And I hope you don't resent me
希望你不要厭惡我
And I hope that you don't hate me
希望你不要恨我
For trying to find my way back to what it's like to be young
我只是想試著去找回我年少時候的樣子

I have to admit I sometimes lied in those letters
我承認有時候我會在信中撒謊
Tried to make life better than it was
試著把自己的生活描繪的比現實更好
I still wasn't kissed at sixteen
十六歲的時候我並沒有和人接吻
And I still need a friend
我仍然需要你朋友