love, or the lack thereof

I close myself off
封閉自我
In hopes of your love
只寄希望於你的愛
Not my fault that I crave your attention
擾亂你分寸並非我本意
I want your tough love
渴望你給予我愛
And all the bad stuff
如此一來即使所有壞事情
Not the best, yeah I know, but
仍不是最好的是的肯定不是但
I check my phone
我還是看了眼手機
And shut it off
又關上
If youre alone, come shut me up
如若你孤身一人何不也來囚禁我
(Thought you were my love)
（曾以為你是我的愛）
I dream about your fingers on me
幻想你的手指覆於我身
You tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
你卻說不該這樣（曾以為你是我的愛）
Oh, oh
Oh oh
I tell myself youll always want me
我欺騙自己你永遠都需要我
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
你說了太多次翻篇但我仍妄想你是我的愛
All of my friends say, youre no good for me
我所有朋友都說我們不合適
I dont care, Im alright that Im wrong cause
但我並不在意錯了也無所謂
I love attention, toxic redemption
我偏就喜歡得到你的關注以及一場惡性救贖
I dont carе, that Im wrong cause
我不在意犯錯
I check my phone
看了眼手機
And shut it off (Shut it off, shut it off, hеy-hey, hey)
又關上
If youre alone, come shut me up (Shut me up, shut me up)
如果你孤身一人何不也來囚禁我（把我封閉）
(Thought you were my love)
（曾以為你是我的愛）
I dream about your fingers on me
幻想你的手指覆於我身
You tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
你卻說不該這樣（曾以為你是我的愛）
Oh, oh
Oh oh
I tell myself youll always want me
我欺騙自己你永遠都需要我
You say,I think too much but I thought you were my love
你說了太多次翻篇但我仍妄想你是我的愛
If Im all yours
如果我是你的
Then take me back
請帶我回去
If Im all yours
如果我是你的
Then take me back
請帶我回去
Take me back, take me back
帶我回去帶我回去
I wanted to be so badly
我如此渴望回去
I wanted to be so badly
我如此渴望回去
What you see in me
你看到的我
What you see in me ( Oh, oh)
你看到的我Oh oh
I wanted to be so badly
我如此渴望你看到我
I wanted to be so badly
我如此渴望你看到我
What you see in me
你看到的我
Thought you were my love
曾以為你是我的愛
I dream about your fingers on me
幻想你的手指覆於我身
You tell me that Im wrong (Thought you were my love)
你卻說不該這樣（曾以為你是我的愛）
Oh, oh
Oh oh
I tell myself youll always want me
我欺騙自己你永遠都需要我
You say, I think too much but I thought you were my love
你說了太多次翻篇但我仍妄想你是我的愛
If Im all yours
如果我是你的
(I wanted to be so badly
（我如此渴望
I wanted to be so badly )
我是你的）
Then take me back
請帶我回去
(What you see in me
（你看到的我
What you see in me)
所有的我）
If Im all yours
如果我是你的
(I wanted to be so badly
（我如此渴望
I wanted to be so badly)
我是你的）
Then take me back (What you see in me)
請帶我回去（你看到的我）
Take me back, take me back, take me back
帶我回去帶我回去帶我回去