California

Waste a month, waste a year
日復一日，年復一年
Waste the time you could've been here
浪費了所有本該和你一起度過的時間
Count the debt, count the tears
細數借債，細數眼淚
Count the truths and all of my fears
細數真心和我所有的恐懼
I didn't want to be cynical
我也不想如此憤世嫉俗
Passing place for the soul
失魂落魄
You were never predictable
你也從來都是如此自由
Now I need to let it go
而此刻我只能讓你走

Found the song, played it back
找到那首歌了，又聽了一遍
Heard your voice under the feedback
隱隱約約聽到了你的聲音
Found a tape that was blank
找到了一盒空白磁帶
Saw your face fading into black
慢慢看不清楚你的臉
I know love is delusional
我知道愛情其實是種錯覺
And I hate when I'm wrong
而我很不願意承認自己錯了
Yours was never conditional
你的給予從來都沒有想過回報
And now I need to get it gone
而此刻我只能就這麼放手

No one ever warns ya
從來沒有人告訴過你
You'll die in California
你最後是在加洲
Falling in a dream, you let, let go
就這麼睡去，你慢慢離去
No one ever seems to say, say so
也沒有人想過要說，怎麼說
No one ever tells ya
沒有人告訴過你
There's freedom in the failure
最終也許更自由
Dying in a dream feels like home
在夢想中離去也還算溫馨
No one ever seems to say, say so
也沒有人想過要說，怎麼說

Close my eyes, close my heart
閉上眼睛，封閉自己
Close the book I never meant to start
關上那本一開始也沒想過要看下去的書
Say your name in the dark
在黑暗裡念著你的名字
No one said it would be this hard
沒有人告訴我會有這麼難
I didn't go to the funeral
我沒有去你的葬禮
Heard you cry on the phone
隔著電話聽到你哭了
Your voice was so beautiful
你的聲音還是那麼美
And now I need to let it go
而此刻我只能讓你走

No one ever warns ya
從來沒有人告訴過你
You'll die in California
你最後是在加洲
Falling ina dream, you let, let go
就這麼睡去，你慢慢離去
No one ever seems to say, say so
也沒有人想過要說，怎麼說
No one ever tells ya
沒有人告訴過你
There's freedom in the failure
最終也許更自由
Dying in a dream feels like home
在夢想中離去也還算溫馨
No one ever seems to say, say so
也沒有人想過要說，怎麼說

God bless this mess that we made ourselves
上天保佑這段我們自找的折磨
Pull me into the screen at the end and
我終於還是被這屏幕吞噬
God bless this mess that we made for ourselves
上天保佑這段我們自找的痛苦
Pull me into the screen at the end
我終於還是被這屏幕吞噬

Pull me into the screen at the end
我終於還是被這屏幕吞噬
Pull me into the screen at the end
我終於還是被這屏幕吞噬
To the screen at the end
被這屏幕吞噬