bloodstream

Fear lingering, running through my heart like a wild stream
恐懼殘存著如激流在我心中穿行
Just a little kid, blood flowing into my rosy cheeks
就像小孩子一樣血流沖上臉頰又一次變得羞紅
Now the river runs red from my knuckles into the sink
現在這股血流從我的指節開始一點點讓我淪陷
And there's a pill there staring through the mirror at me
有一片藥片穿過鏡子在對面凝視著我
Maybe it's just a dream, wish I could go back to sleep
或許這只是一場夢希望我還能夠回去睡個回籠覺
Hydrangeas blooming off the branches on park trees
繡球花開放在公園的樹枝上
It's a half-hearted call, the way I've felt since I was 13
無心的呼喚帶我回到十三歲的歲月
'Cause I may not feel it now, covered up the wounds with my long sleeves
即使現在沒有感受傷口已被長袖覆蓋
But I know it's raining there , swimming through my bloodstream
但我知道心中大雨不停在我的血脈中暢遊
And it's gonna come for me, yeah, it's gonna come for me
總有一天他會再找上我總有一天他會再一次造訪
What did you have that I didn't?
你經歷過的什麼是我未曾經歷的
And why am I so blue?
為什麼我又總是這麼憂鬱呢
Someone's talking in my forehead
總有人告訴我
It says I'll never be like you
說我永遠不能成為你
Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings
快樂就像夏夜的螢火蟲
Feel it slipping through my fingers
已經從我的手中悄悄飛走
But I can't catch it in my hand
但我卻永遠抓不住他
Catch it in my hand
只能任他飛走
False memories driven starting down from my barren knees
不真實的回憶從我瘦弱的膝蓋開始向我襲來
I ran too fast, fell down on my face in the concrete
我跑得太快迎面撞上了混凝土的地板
I guess the lesson's learned, I barely left my room in the past week
我猜我得到了教訓那一周我都不能離開自己的房間
I've got my guard up, trying all the time to stay clean
所以我開始保護自己努力讓自己時時刻刻都能保持乾淨
I don't feel anything, I won't feel anything
就不會感受到任何東西我已經麻木無感
What did you have that I didn't?
你經歷過的什麼是我未曾經歷的
And why am I so ****ed?
為什麼我又總是這麼難過呢
Someone's talking in my forehead
總有人告訴我
It says I'll never be enough
說我永遠不會滿足
Happiness is like a firefly on summer free evenings
快樂就像夏夜的螢火蟲
Feel it slipping through my fingers
已經從我的手中悄悄飛走
But I can't catch it in my hand
但我卻永遠抓不住他
Catch it in my hand
只能任他飛走