gray light

Looking at you
看著你
Watching the shriveled flower you bloomed
看著你開出的顫抖的花朵
I feel it too
我也感受到了這樣的痛苦
Inside the gray light of my room
在我房間的灰色燈光裡
Am I just like you?
我想著我會不會變成你這樣？
Am I gonna be there way too soon?
我會不會遲早也患上病痛
Cause I see the news
因為我知道你得了
Follows me closely whatever I do
而這件事從此之後一直伴隨著我
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
The feeling I'm going down
這種變壞的感覺
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
I'm watching my mother drown
我見證著母親日益虛弱
Something feels lose
有些事情逐漸消失
I' m falling to pieces from one little screw
我因為一件小事開始接連掉線
I cry to the moon
我對著月亮哭泣
And beg it to change me or hit me in two
求著它要么讓我改變要么讓禍不單行
These pieces of you
這些你的碎片
They call for my body it's so hard to chew
它們讓我難以消化這一切
Oh I see the news
我知道真相
Stuck to my fingers I've pulled at the glue
我的手就像塗了膠水一樣難以動彈
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
The feeling I'm going down
這種變壞的感覺
I can't lose it
我不能失去控制
I'm watching my mother drown
我眼見著母親逐漸沉沒