everything is embarrassing

Everything and nothing always haunts me
I know youre trying I know youre trying
Waiting for your moment to fall on me
I saw you trying I saw you trying
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried
Then I would not bother
Telling me that basically
Youre not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
(I know youre trying)
(I know youre trying)
Hurts so bad I dont know what you want from me
You know Im trying You know Im trying
And now were hanging on by a heartbeat
You know Im trying I was always trying
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you try then I would not bother
Telling me that basically
Youre not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you try then I would not bother
Ive been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everythings embarrassing
Acting like its nothing such a bore
I saw the truth and I just cant ignore
Youre trying to hold the heart
That cant be stored
Say I tried to give my best before
You wouldnt have the chance to give me more
Youre only one step closer to the door
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically
You& #x27;re not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Ive been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everythings embarrassing
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Telling me that basically
Youre not looking out for me
Everything is true to me
Never words where you would see
Maybe if you let me be your lover
Maybe if you tried then I would not bother
Ive been hating everything
Everything that could have been
Could have been my anything
Now everythings embarrassing