Best Me

Apologies in advance jealousy ensues but I choose to understand
懺悔先行嫉妒隨之而來但我選擇理解

慢酌緩思
I sip slow think slower.
人們總愛在剛認識你的時候就對你進行定義
Cause people love to judge, when they barely even know ya
重申一遍慢酌緩思
Imma say that again, I sip slow think slower.
因為人們總愛在剛認識你的時候給你下定論
Because people love to judge, even when they barely even know ya
7歲時我聽過rock soldiers
When I was 7 used to rock soldiers
帥哥們有來自Nolia的父親
Hotboys had it poppa from the Nolia
我需要這個地方角落裡的一個小妞，就像堂兄在十歲的時候有一個朋友
I needa project chick from tha corner, cousin had a friend she was like 10
即使是那個時候我仍然會在那個角落買下她的一夜
Even then I used to buy her blow pops from the corner
情人節賀卡，milk money放映到四分之一
Valintine cards, milk money by tha quarter
Fast forward, now its dumb girls Henny by the 5th. 20 pump 6 condoms and recorders
儘管有些混蛋，但訂了婚的現在我只關心要個女兒
****ing outta spite kinda sorta, got engaged now Im thinkin bout a daughter
花了大量的時間即使我不能負擔她，請讓她伴著褐水降臨
Spend a lotta time even tho I cant afford her, please keep it coming with the brown water
請回到那個我仍有HOV計劃的過去，想要將地板換成小果汁的以前
Please (oooh) back when I had plans of being HOV , wanted floor change for the quarter-waters
當我對於這些事情還足夠天真之時，我真想遵從我心中所想
When I was naive to these things, I really wanna follow what my heart shares
當你有錢的時候，錢財對你來說根本不算一回事
Money aint a thing, till its not there
在遇到你的女王之前那些小妞都不重要，在你遇到你的國王之前那些男孩也都是一樣的不足道
And *****es aint *** * till you need a queen, and ****** all the same till you meet a king
當你財富散盡之時你知道你需要什麼
You know whatchu need when you dead broke
當你看清那些夢想之時你清楚你需要什麼
You know what you want when you see the dreams
我所想成為的只是最好的我

我所想成為的只是最好的我，最好的自己
All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
潦倒的午夜來兩杯酒，像drake的生活看齊
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
我清晰的記著那些我曾經沒日沒夜說唱的日子

Scott說我曾經獨自一人，但知道現在我仍之孑然一身
Upset drunk on a late night, 2 shots out from a drake life
不不不兄弟
***** I remember those days when I used to bump, Day N Nite
我連社會援助都得不到
Scott said I was on my own, since then I been on my own
我的過往充斥著成堆的錯誤，而現在我只想堅持計劃好的道路
Nah ***** (x2)
但生活有時候總不如我所願
I aint neva had a motha****in handout,
最近我還想咬舌自盡
a bunch of mistakes in my past now Im tryna stick to a plan route
兄弟我和自己作鬥爭已經很久很久了
But thats life my *****, sometimes **** just dont pan out
鏡子，那牆上的鏡子為什麼看起來總是想要攻擊我自己呢
Lately Ive been tryna bite my tongue,
我會為了財富使用一下slack
dawg Ive been in a fight so long, so long, so long, so long, so long. Wit Myself
但我真的太害怕去求助了
Mirror, mirror on the wall why is it always an act to attack on myself ?
仍舊是和過去藕斷絲連
I could use a little slack, for the wealth
這種感覺太強烈了我再也不想多等待了
But Im too afraid to ask for the help
但我知道一旦我堅持下來，我將知曉你的成長遠去和獲得你的下一代
Still attached to the past,
堅持下去吧你知道其實你是堅強的，記著不要失去了你真正的自己寶貝
and its felt like way too strong I dont ever wanna wait too long
堅持下去吧即使前路未卜，愛永遠不會墜落寶貝
But I know if I hold on, know youve grown, go and getcho dough baby
殺死，殺死，殺死我自己聽上去會起些作用
Hold on know you wrong, just dont lose your soul baby
我所想的只是成為最好的我
Hold on dont you know, love wont ever fall baby
我所想的只是成為最好的我，最好的自己
Killing my, killing my, killing myself bet I could use some sound maybe
踏入這混賬地方，看看貓都把什麼東西拽進來了

過去曾用我媽媽家的電話打給我的暗戀對象們
All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly
我會變得有錢，讓那些失去都重新被填補

在這個滿是叛徒的城市我仍需堅守我的動力，藥品販子，嗜血殺手
Step up in this ***** like, (woo!) look at what the cat dragged in
保持傳統，（兩個選擇）我要自己做主
Used to call my crushes on my mommas house phone,
英雄羅賓漢的傳說，從來都沒有屬於黑人們的siri
13 and youngin thought I had it mapped back then
感謝上帝，使我想起了那些過往
Imma be rich as ****, lemme bring tha racks back in
即使沒有新的手機，我也能了解我的朋友們的動態
Had to keep me motivated in a city full of traitors, drug dealers, blood killers
你不是添加到生活的一部分，所以你做減法
Keep it old fashioned , (two choices) Ima be my own captain
你不會再和我聯繫或者重新振作起來
Robert Frost Theory, ***** never had siri
別掛斷電話，趁著還能抓住夜色的尾巴
Thank God for the vision, that was brought back then
多一日都不想停留了，即使疲憊到紅了眼也得趕上安全的飛行
No new phone , Im just done with all the acts my friend
20/20片面的視野讓我感覺厭煩，但我的直覺讓我感覺我像Draymond
You aint adding to my life, then you subtractin
因為虛假而跌到的現像是常見的
You aint gotta hit my jack or put the buzz back in
沒有太多的耐心，但我想我思緒過於雜亂（一如既往地）
** *** hold the phone, caught up in the late night
我想我是自卑的（一如既往地）
Cant stay for the day ma, had to catch a red eye have a safe flight
我想我需要的是突出的，良好的邏輯和常識
20/20 tunnel vision through the hate my, intuition got me feeling like Draymond
但這些因我而起
Circumstances I been trippin over fakeness
我所想的只是成為最好的我
No patience, but I think I think too much (still)
我所想的只是成為最好的自己，最好的我
I think I lack confidence (still)
I think I want prominence, dominance good logic & common sense
But that starts with me

All I wanna do is be the best me (x3)
All I wanna do is be the best me, best me possibly