grateful grateful

Yeah, I wish I could put my feelings aside
I do not know why I cling to my pride
Blessings adding up, I should feel amazing
Funny how you learn to fall from grace
As soon as you touch the sky
I can have it all as long as I try
Little did I notice
Everything I wanted all was inside
Envious assumptions all too hard to function
Dopamine consumption
I need compliments and ego driven lunches
All to feed my gumption
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Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Back and forth on my logic, on a Tuesday night
Everything's going my way
And I'm still losing my mind
I done 'bout prayed to God
At least eight hundred and 4022 times
Even when the sun shines from my eyes
I still find a way to go blind
Even my whole squad, that's myself boy
I walk this road alone
Used to play Kingdom Hearts in my spare time
And bump Jeezy tapes to feel grown
Feeling that who that ***** we that
Shawty Redd was my ringtone
Way before Apple Music
And Spotify was all on my new phone
I was but a young boy with a no dream
Can't nothing ruin my day
Made a lot of progress in my lifetime, dog
I done came a long way
I don't ever stop to think about ****, dog
Like why the **** you so mad?
Always want to talk about
What I ain't got instead of everything that I had
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Grateful, grateful, grateful(I know I can't help it)
I know I can't help it
Grateful, grateful, grateful(I know I can't help it)
, I know I can't help it
God with me in my lowest moments
Blessings on blessings right under noses
Open up your heart and smell the roses
Why your mind caught up in the future
When it don't exist yet
Take a look around, all we got is now
Life ain't measured by no inches
So much on my mental balancing
These worries heavy weighing like a bench press
Couldn't tell I need a spot
Until them bells is dropping on me I don't invest
In anybody, but myself these days
I been mobbing with myself these days
I wanna dress so so bad
Ain't no feeling like myself these days
Mama told me 'Shake the Devil off and let it go
You put dreaming on a pedestal'
Moments get forsaken, granted you feel taken
God is giving you a better view
The only real change is inside of you
Only real change is inside of you
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful
Grateful, grateful, grateful