Last Year

My trail and tribulations
Turned me into the man that I wanted to be
Something bigger than me
Something that I could pass down my family tree
I got game by the chokehold
I' ll never let them breathe
And I can never sleep
If the suns out
I took the pain and made my own route
That's what I'm talking bout
Cuz if ain't nobody proud of me i am
And shoutout to myself cuz I did it with no guidance
Who's ya father?
Who's ya man?
Who would bother
To shake your hand?
When they call
They wont talk
They just listen
To your thoughts
Settle down
Sit and breathe
Pray the day light
Never leaves
And the sun wont set at all
And the sun wont set at all
And the sun wont set at all
No more dancin with demons
Won't take no chances with demons
No more tryna get even
This insanity seeping
Into these words that Im reading
Outta this holy bible fxck it's hot
Praying for that oxygen
That spirit make me Diddy bop
I just wanna keep my head
I can't be trusted with lead
At least that's what my shrink said
But she live in my head 2
Insurance won't let me get
The help that i need to quit
Hating my existence
Cause my brain is like a prison
But the warden fxcked up
So ain't no pads on my walls
I try to claw until my fingertips bald
And i been having withdrawals
So now i'm itchin for a feelin
In this substance and my aura
Masked by this scent of green
Fxck it's pungent
And i just can't stop thinking bout the ppli grew up with
Who all grew outta me
This memory is what i'm stuck with
I just can't stop thinking bout the ppl i grew up with
But n!gga fxck it
And the sun will set it all
And the sun wont set at all
And the sun wont set at all
Above all else